pattayonacracker -> my first session (8/8/2010 12:24:07 AM)
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tonight was my first session with Shujin, one that i will remember forever. He told me this morning that it was time for my first session, i have been here for about 10 days, the anticipation has had time to really make my mind wonder what was to come. Shujin knew that all my past experiences were that of a lot of nilla with some kink. Tonight was a taste of what the lifestyle really is like, and for me there is no turning back. It was an awesome feeling being tied, and bound, totally helpless, only to watch with anticipation and wonder as Shujin carefully tied the ropes around my breasts, He had my arms bound behind me, and now that i think of it i am so glad He did, the temtation to move my hands to cover my body where Shujin was about to strike with the canes was greatfully taken from me. Canes were something that i was deathly afraid of, just because of seeing too many pictures and videos of bloody backsides and welts. But i am no longer scared of a cane, i actually liked it a lot. Shujin used the cane on my legs and breasts, then on my backside and down the backs of my legs. Yes i will have marks, and i will wear them proudly as a good lil slave girl will do out of the love for her Sir, this i do for Shujin, as He has my heart, my body, my soul and my deepest love, for as long as He will have me. In my journal i begged for Shujins collar, i wish to be His forever more. pattay
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