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OTKkinda what? - 4/21/2006 4:50:03 PM

OTKkindaGirl

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Hello one and all! i have been on CM for the past four months quietly reading and learning and i think i have retained quite a bit of useful information. Finally at long last, i feel comfortable enough about braving the boards. i almost feel like i know everybody and their views and now it is time to introduce myself. i am fairly new to the lifestyle... two months after being on CM my Master found me and took me in immediately wanting to collar me. Seems that a PMQ helped choose me from many profiles so he was determined to catch me. i am naturally submissive and have been my whole life, but he tells me that i am a slave. He finds it very difficult to punish me at times because he says my protocol is set at a very high standard and i am very pleasing. *grin* darn the luck! He keeps asking me if i have read the story of O or seen the movie. i haven't but now i am very curious about it. Just not brave enough to go buy the book or rent the movie!

i know that there are all types of styles out there and his a bit unique, i guess i have lucked into a sensual Dom..... *deep quivering sigh* and to think i only thought of myself as a masochist. He isn't my first Dom but he is the first in a lot of areas for me. i look forward in getting to know you wonderful people more. i am truly greatful to talk with like minded people and see all views as a learning experience. i am in training, i have been in training my whole life... to quit learning is to close one's mind. Granted, i have not been in the lifestyle long but my views on life and my experiences are what i mean by training.... everything that has happened to me has made me who i am. Life has trained me hard but well.

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RE: OTKkinda what? - 4/21/2006 5:23:11 PM

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You can buy the book online (www.amazon.com) and rent it online (www.netflix.com)

Just how shy are you? It's online. Go for it.

While you are at it you might want to get some books that reflect how BDSM is in the "real" world. www.greenerypress.com

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RE: OTKkinda what? - 4/21/2006 6:14:24 PM

OTKkindaGirl

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Thank you very much John Sir and warmest regards to Miss Libby. i appreciate the encouragement and especially the links, i shall get both! *giggles*

BDSM in the "real" world.... was a complete mystery until i got a computer in '97. Amazing the things that popped up when i typed in the word submissive in a search engine. All i was trying to do was understand why my submissive nature was so disturbing to my then husband. i couldn't understand what i was doing wrong to make him resent me so much. my first discovery on the internet was a stream of real life stories that all seemed to mirror my own past. funny how i could cry for strangers but not myself when i read their stories. My journey to this point has been truly amazing to me.
i am sure that i will find some good books about BDSM in the "real" world, so thanks for that link as well.

and just to add..... i am terribly shy, i'm afraid !!