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hejira92 -> Unexpected mindfuck (8/27/2010 5:00:41 PM)
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A few weeks ago, at Fetcon, Sir was playing with me in the dungeon. And, as is often His wont in public play, He was torturing my breasts. At one point, He had them covered in numerous plastic clothespins and nipple clamps- not too unusual in itself. But then He did something He never had done before- He decided that I was going to have to remove them myself.
He unbound my left hand from the cross (I'm a lefty) and made me remove them, one by one, on His order. It was not only crazy-difficult, but for some reason, it felt really humiliating. I guess because I didn't know if I could do it, I knew there were people watching and I didn't want to disappoint Him. He took a step back from me, just stood there, ordering "Now" when He wanted me to remove one, then watched my reaction. It was a terrible predicament- I had to follow His order, immediately, but I knew what pain I was going to cause myself.
Well, I don't know, but it turned into a really unexpected mindfuck. Such a simple order.
I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced something that seems so innocuous but turned out to be an insidious mindfuck.
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