SpiritedRadiance
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So today I woke up and sat on my couch having a mini panic attack on wither or not I would go to an event today. The Coin was heads so I forced myself into the car..... I went to tng for philly out in wayne, it was AWESOME, I had some nervousness prior to getting their but the group rocked. Then I went to the Gate munch and i enjoyed the difference in the two crowds. It was an awesome experience as well the conversations were nice. Then I went to the black phoenix play party in philly and it was an out of this world experience. I watched people preform fire play, being tied and flogged paddled and such on the cross, interacted with some awesome people, saw my first suspension bondage ( now I want to loose weight so I CAN DO THAT!!!!!!!!!) Then I finally got the courage and asked a friend if he would mind doing a fire demo on me. I fell in love, the slight tingle the heat the rush!!!!!! I hope my next party I have someone I know a bit more that maybe I can work with to being tied to the cross and flogged, and I am opening the Idea up to needle play, and a few other things when i first started i told myself NO FUCKING WAY was i ever going to do that shit (I guess we really do evolve with age!!!!!!!!!!)
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"Theres nothing in life like the feeling of cool leather sliding over your skin, the tears that fill your eyes as you realize someone else thinks you deserve it even if you havent reached that conclusion yet"- Forever to remember 11/5/11
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