GettinitRUFF
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Well well I didnt know CollarMe had a Forum isnt that spectacular I love forums.
Well let me start with a little about myself.
The first time I had anal sex I was 17 it was amazing. The boy was hung like a moose and I was a little white boy and he loved my virgin ass- I always regretted not dating him :) but it was a good thing I didnt because I begin living my curiosity as a sissy boy panty bottom. I got my moms bras and panties out would wear her make up and shoes lol my dad caught me once after I had washed off the make up and that was awkward with a face smeared of blush and eye liner around my youngest xdressing days.
Thats not all he caught me with. Cucumbers, vibrators, porn, lube etc etc underneath my bed over and over and over.
Finally I came out of the closet after my parents had divorced and my mom sent me to the streets of L.A. at the age of 22. I was such a little pervert and didnt even know it. I always would jack off to street walking but when I ended up doing that to eat it wasnt so erotic. Luckily having an educated youthful mind and never falling into the trap of drugs as most homeless trannies do, I found a small community in West Hollywood where I learned to do what felt good.
So that is a little background on me. The reason I am explaining that is because I still AFTER ALL THESE YEARS have not found the playmate to make all my dreams Cum true- pun intended:)
Im a hot xdresser. I have had hormone shots and Im lucky cuz I have feminine features and look passable with hardly any effort- not to brag. I just know how to make it work for me. I have always been a freak about anal sex. I use to put very strange thing inside me and oddly enough would always wish an older man would take advantage of me but it never happen.
I use to dream of being kidnapped and made into a sex slave and transformed into a pussy ass little slut cum bucket. HONESTLY I have learned a considerable amount since those years and my dream is no longer to be locked away and used by a man that might not have what I desire in a man.
These days I am working on a career in massage therapy and as a side project writing. I still have my cravings of anal abuse though. My true love would be a beautiful woman (GG) that was into switch play and not necessarily a D/s type relationship but a girl that accepted my sexual side that being into anal and not just a little bit. It would be a girl that I loved that also was my friend and also was my master.
I have met girls that love my xdressing and they usually are a little strange lol but I doubt I will ever find her only because meeting women and then trying to read them if they are like me or not is nearly impossible. But I will keep dreaming and then it might happen one day...
Ok my story is trailing off.... I am truly a slut for my partner and if that means I meet someone that will take me to a dungeon and whip me and bind me and do all the things that are dark and sadistic and kinky I want that but I have not met anyone that wants what I want.
All the guys I have met tell me they are into bondage and then when I get there they are all shy and use a pair of hand cuffs- if that- while they tongue kiss me for like 2 hours and they are not even good looking. Im like gross! Wtf if you want a subbie ts be a guy with some ropes, whips, and domination! I am done meeting up with a man in my area that tells me hes this or that and then hes none of it. Just a guy in a nice apartment with no idea how to use a dildo on a bitch.
Well that is my point. If you think u can handle me I have been waiting a LLLLOng long time. I am not really looking for the whole transformation thing atm Im working on my career. And Im not looking to move out of the city Im already in until I get my career going and I can go where I want to go. But Im dying for a play partner than clicks with me.
I'm open to chatting with anyone about naything and if at the very least being friends. So say Hello and I will gladly accept a warm welcome 
here is my profile
http://www.collarme.com/personals/v/1144280/details.htm
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