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BeautyDebased -> It can become a reality. (1/4/2011 6:56:45 PM)
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Greetings all,
It's been a some time now since I thought about posting here but never seemed to get around to the task, I have been on collarme for around three to three and a half years, it started after my last partner and I broke up.
I went through what I believe every female who joins this site goes through, the lies, fakes, and just those who don't really know what they want. I still remember thinking, it's not going to happen, that it was some elusive dream I couldn't ever really grasp, I met several Doms in real life, some lasted for a while though it was only ever a few months at best and I never felt that true connection with them, there was always something that didn't feel right.
It was when I was with one of these Dom's that I met my now Master, I was going through a lot of problems with him that I won't discuss here for I don't feel it's nesessary, I needed someone to talk to and I received this in the form of a random message, we started as friends due to me still being under consideration by another though I was depressed and we spoke about this, about the lifestyle, our conversations flowing so naturally I began to think, why am I with someone else? when I sense something here, that it just feels right, those are the only words I can use to describe it.
I was still speaking to him when the one who had me under consideration broke it off, it was then we decided to move forward together in a different manner, spoke on the phone for a very lengthy period of time, I think it was around six hours or more, messages were passed and we decided that I'd be under consideration to him, this would mean visits at first, weekend stays and eventually week stays until we both knew it was 100% right, that I would wear his collar not just for a little while but for life.
We both took the lifestyle very seriously, our values were and still are the same, there was an underlying knowledge that this man was going to be my Master, how I knew this I don't know but it was there, it was as if it were just a matter of time.
It was hard, when the week stays begun, the weeks away from him devastated me, it became harder and harder to be away from him, craving to be near him, to feel his touch, his scent, his voice near my ear, the pain he inflicted upon me, the marks a reminder I hated to watch them fade.
The modifications began during my consideration, eight outer labia piercings at ten gauge and this hurt too, I don't believe I had ever felt pain so blindingly intense, I screamed and tried to focus on the ceiling but it seemed to never want to stop, it did, eventually and I was left with a beautiful reminder of things to come, of the future we would be creating together, only one piercing remained to be done and this would be my true collar to him, while I would wear an ornamental one about my neck, the other would be the symbol of my complete submission to him.
I still remember it to this day, it had been a week stay at his house, which turned into two and then I heard the words, "we are returning to your home, I suggest you decide what you want to bring back with you, this will be your home now", my belly dropped and I felt so truly happy that I almost cried, the weeks alone and away from him had ended, the tears when I missed him would stop, the emotional pain from being so far from him, just knowing I didn't need to endure this any longer was a relief alone.
Not long after, perhaps four weeks after moving in with him, he informed me we were visiting the piercers, that the collar, should I wish to except it would be put in place, I think I became speachless and I know I cried, choked out a yes before placing myself in his arms, feeling the security and warmth which emitted from him.
This piercing hardly hurt, over before I knew it we were back in the car, heading home not as two but as one, Master and slave, I signed a contract, stating I would give my all to him, that I was now his property, he now my Master.
We are both amazingly happy, each day is a new experience, constantly growing and learning together, experiencing life together I can hardly imagine what it was like without him in it, a time when I did not sit at his feet, I will thank collarme for having a part in this relationship forming, though I believe that when the one for you is out there, you will find them, regardless of where you may be, I think they call it fate.
Our bond only grows stronger, more concrete, he is my Master, partner, friend and protector and there is nothing I would not do for him, I placed my life in his hands, trust him without a doubt and only live to serve him, to please him, to make him proud to have me as his slave, his property, his pet.
Beauty.
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