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trueshadow -> Could you submit to someone you don't respect? (1/17/2011 8:22:29 PM)
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Someone started a thread on this subject from a few years back, and I had an immediate response because it almost happened to me.
I used to be pretty active in the local community. There was a thriving FemDomme group that had munches once a month. I enjoyed hanging out with female dominants and male subs/slaves.
Then one time a group of us went out to a restaurant afterwords. I was excited about being with a couple of Dommes I didn't know, so I actively participated in the conversation.
One Domme objected strongly, telling the group that it was impossible for me to be a slave, because I didn't wait to talk until I was asked a direct question. I will tell you I was shocked.
Then this woman started posting everywhere on the local boards that trueshadows couldn't possibly be a slave, etc.
Well, I started getting nasty feedback, and I was banned by the local group, I guess for not being submissive enough.
I wrote this Domme and begged her to forgive me, and to tell others that maybe I could actually be a slave.
I wanted to offer to have her do whatever she wanted to me, just to prove it. However, sanity prevailed and I didn't put myself into that situation. Really, if I could have trusted her, it would have been worth it to be severely punished to apologize to her.
(I know I'm a slave because, well, I am! I get excited about powerful women, and fantasize about serving them. I've also done it in real life a number of times.)
Anyway, I would probably have submitted to her, even though I didn't respect her. I was just afraid of her.
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