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OTKkindaGirl -> RE: To Tell or not to Tell (5/2/2006 8:12:22 PM)
RiotGirl, are you not telling on yourself by starting this thread? Does he not check up on you or didn't i read somewhere that you let him read your threads? Seems to me that you want to get caught rather than confess. i'm not sure but it seems you are taking risks that will lessen yourself in his eyes. i don't know about you but my Masters disappointment in me is more than i can bear. i can take all sorts of punishment but to know that i have disappointed him is more torturous, especially when he refuses me the atonement i desire.

RiotGirl -> RE: To Tell or not to Tell (5/3/2006 6:23:24 PM)
:::sticks out tongue:: To er.. all? <grins> Geeeez you all are giving me a harder time then Himself did. Sheesh! Well no i didnt set out to intentionally disobey. Lack of self discipline. Course i told him, like i could manage to not. Yuppers as soon as i was done here i emailed him so i couldnt try and continue convincing myself to not tell. Course i've a big mouth with Himself and went into how it happened, how i didnt lose track of time - but otherwise convinced myself.. and that i did eventually lose track of time. That i wasnt going to tell him and that i was trying to justify it as best as i could. Took me 3 emails! <grins> Though he wasnt upset. Course he didnt really say anything to me for a few hours... but then he could of just been busy. i'm sure he thought it funny, me and my not telling on myself thing. Best i can do when it comes to lying is side step the question and direct the persons attention to something else. And on top of that my face is like an open book generally, with him. Agreed, there's no point in being in a D/s relationship if you dont follow through with your part. Sometimes.. i forget myself i suppose. Der. LOL so now that i'm allowed back on the computer..... for the short moment. Hows collarme?

RiotGirl -> RE: To Tell or not to Tell (5/3/2006 6:34:34 PM)
quote: How does disobedience honor my dominant? What purpose does it serve? How does disobedience further my submission? If I expect a dominant to keep his word how can I expect less of myself? If I answer these questions honestly it clarifies what it means to be the submissive in a D/s relationship. Good questions! Mebbe i'll try it myself. Sometimes i get this little hair my butt that says "go wild kelly go wild" <grins> Terrible isnt it? i'm not good at deciet with Himself though. It sets me back from him, i step away i suppose. (yeah i've tried.. gots to test everything!) No worries though! Like another one here said.. i'm a blabber mouth. If it doesnt come out right away.. it comes out later.. and at the latest a week later. LOL Generally now tho, when contemplating disobeying that little devil (ya know it sits on your shoulder and tells you to do wicked things) starts telling me that its okay.. no big deal.. no worries.. doesnt matter. AND then tries and tells me he'll keep my mouth shut for me. LOL Wicked little devil rambles on quite abit ya know. '' oh yeah.. like the questions.. and thanks all for responding.

bandit25 -> RE: To Tell or not to Tell (5/3/2006 6:34:56 PM)
I'd tell.

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