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Sadomasochism and Tetragrammaton
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Deep within are things so omnipresent and radiant, that they appear unclear and lost. The things so desolate are sometimes the greatest reflections of hidden truth. To surrender the hidden is a great spiritual baptism, the essence of masochism. It offers the key to an entire different horizon from the other sides of being and existence. Sadism, the great bringer of forbidden knowledge, those very things locked away, deep inside like a caged dimensional process of individuality. This karmic bond unfolds the incarnate of benevolence, through the manifestations of malevolence, a dark phenomenon only seen through taboo visions with an opened heart. The guiding forces of these deep intimate instincts are felt and embraced through the consensual sacrifices within a spiritual and physical universe. The recalcitrant instincts subside, balanced through the tranquil cores of pain and deep emotional vision. The ritual may be cataclysmic in a state of lamenting chaos but, when enlightened by the intimate truth shall it go beyond a one dimensional path thus, it becomes multidimensional completion. Pain is weakness exiting the body, it opens the entrance to a state of solid, valorous, tenacious, vigor sides of being, a key to power and universal strength. Penetrating energies embrace and form a sacred and mighty bond through this manifestation. Sadomasochism, seen with eyes of vitriol, unfolding a precious yet, deep existing consciousness of individual mind, heart, and spirit. Sadism, the bringer of its light and predator of this painful wisdom. A bonding process to fill light years of a forgotten void. It may become tetragrammaton through the will of an opened mind and pure heart, as well the release of the soul. This dark dominion has eyes for unseen things. The obstinate and obstreperous tides of masculinity cast out into a still dormant oblivion revived without contempt, the Mother opens her arms. Unleash your insecurities and let pride subside, she is the guiding light to make all things flourish within the moment. Echoes of pain may embrace the serpents tail through the astral light, let sacrifice embrace the archaic cosmos through the eons of your dreams. Let masochism and your surrender endure preeminent equilibrium, sadism awaits with the torch to enlighten the universe in which you seek. Life-force captured by the magnetic energies of tetragrammaton, the zymosis of self denial and neglect are before You, gone within the sadist hand, ride the wave to universal completion. Spiritual orgasm is spawned by morbid sensitivity captured by redeeming rebirth, torture is a dream out of space, a great multitude of lost desires regained through the consensual sensitivity awakened by elemental truth. Sadomasochism becomes the incarnate of creation, in the sense of physical, mental, and spiritual awakening. Tetragrammaton is an infinite and opened state of being during the moment. It never truly dies, the moment can never be replaced. It is real when a second overpowers a millennium and when pain can serenade a light year. Sometimes when the heart is pure and the soul is true, the moment never truly dies even when it is gone.The master can turn a moment into infinity. Through a deep penetrating spiritual awakening can the most hidden and forbidden things escape they're dreams and unfold within a precious moment. Birth is pain and so is the growing process of life. The magick and universal power of sadomasochism is the essence and creation of the consensual moment and its true power. The darkest sides of human nature need to flourish and to endure the painful awakening of your hidden side of existence. The unfathomable iniquity is not the moment itself but, it is self denial of the moment. Sadomasochism is a violent transmigration from the other and its state is virtual sexual chaos but, the sacrifice itself is a precious immaculate process of consensual intimate completion and tetragrammaton. The Sadist is a great beholder of terrestrial life-force, a penetrating energy and mother to forbidden twilight. Each level of completion through practice and experience is the enhancement of denied subconsciousness. Truth and power shall prevail, significantly through a sense of spiritual and physical death and resurrection. The conscious reality then becomes sensitive to all things pure and real. The ritualistic truth is summarized through sexual illusion and a higher level of mental, physical, and spiritual completion. It possesses no long term realism nonetheless, the aftermath never dies. The creation of the universe follows a similar path, a limited realism within a moment but, the process is never-ending. This pertains to the sadomasochistic elements and its multidimensional process. Pain is the limited realism, tetragrammaton is the never-ending process. Sadomasochism is nourishment to guide the inner and outer self as "one" through levels of initiation and sacrifice. The creation of the universe is a great consensual phenomenon through a karmic state of "will" and altered states of being. Sadomasochism pertains to the "individual universe" and is reflection to a similar consensual phenomenon. Complete surrender evolves into a transcendent state of self being, a mere moment, the "limited realism" may remain unseen afterward but, the altered state is never ending nor the precious "emotional content" that continues. The moment then is gone but remains omnipresent in the great journey of individual growth. The emotional content never dies, much like a Mothers love. The Mother is a great disciplinary and her pain is deep and penetrating but, her love through the levels of pain are everlasting. A true Mother is a guiding light even when she brings tears to the eyes. Sadomasochism embraces Tetragrammaton through the painful experience and universal awakening within the self. Tetragrammaton continues through the everlasting presence that then lives within self being, revived, cleansed, and stronger through the infliction of universal initiation and consensual sacrifice. Pain and surrender are equals on separate levels, the bonding process is the heart of its survival and meaning. Sadomasochism is the magic, art, and omniscience to a higher level of self. The practice creates new dimensions. Dimensions are not merely "multi" but, they are never-ending even within a moment, much like the bonding process because "spiritual awakening never dies."
II.
Sadism is a natural energy force. It fulfills the sadistic individual with a perverse sense of gratification through the infliction of pain. Nonetheless, the universal life-force of sadistic energy exists far beyond a mere dark fascination for inflicting pain. There is no spiritual growth to be gained by means of nonconsensual sadism and in time it shall bring great self destruction. This is the curse of the sociopathic sadist whom feeds they're narcissism but, the soul dies of starvation. The greatest nourishment for sadistic spiritual growth is by means of consensual masochistic sacrifice. In truth, there is no difference between Myself or a sociopathic sadist in regard to the need to inflict pain but, I am given the gift of physical and spiritual sacrifice through the consent of a masochist whom surrenders to Me completely. Through the sacrifice and bonding process of the masochist do I, unlike the sociopathic sadist, experience the precious embrace of compassion and all of its great strengths. The sociopathic sadist does not understand the elements of compassion and is in greater torture then the victim in many of ways. A nonmasochist or a "victim" would not place Me on such a precious level and My own spiritual growth would never be attained. This is what separates a "victim" from a "slave". A serial sociopath is narcissistic by nature but they neglect they're spiritual growth by inflicting pain upon a nonmasochist whom doesn't appreciate the act. In truth, I am not a sociopath but, I am a greater narcissist because I demand complete worship for the pain that I inflict. I am narcissistic through the moment itself as being an energy force of narcissism, even the needs of the masochist are narcissistic. In reality, it is not about Me as being narcissistic for Myself but, the trinity of Sadist, Masochist and the moment itself. The moment is above all things and all that matters is the great bonding process between sadist and masochist and, the weaknesses that leave the body. The complete offering of ones self is a precious gift and it presents Me with a great sense of power and control, even more so from the unwilling victim whom does not place a sociopath at such a level. This is the fundamental of my personal universal creation as a sadist and My completion. The life-force of sadomasochism is an individual cosmic labyrinth of mental, physical, and spiritual cataclysm. Tetragrammaton through sadism is experienced when emotional sensuality and compassion are spawned within the sadist from the energies of the sacrifice. Masochism is the enchantment to the sadist heart which enables the sadist to enchant the masochist heart. An act of sadism through nonconsensual ritual is materialistic and offers no contribution to sadist progression. Consensual sadomasochism is the astral truth and universal offering to bring the sadist to levels of Tetragrammaton. The greatest gift to offer a sadist is the worship of they're body, mind, and spirit, this strengthens the narcissistic nature of the sadist. The way to a sadist heart is the acceptance of they're painful offering, this expands them to multidimensional levels and,they experience the energies of compassionate nature. A sadist whom experiences such a great level will embrace the universal truth of they're sadism and not merely its material fascination through physical mortality. My analysis through vast levels of unprejudiced, opened minded perception reveals unto Me that a serial sociopathic sadist are in fact masochists to they're own identities. This in many instances will evolve into levels of socio/psychopathy and the sadist may even spawn into a serial murderer. The dominant sadist/mistress and the serial sadist are in truth similar on select levels. A true experienced mistress likely will understand a serial sadist as much as a psychiatrist because they share a similar need. Serial is like a fetish gone chaos, "nonserial" is the ability to control chaos. When controlled it then shall unfold elements of deep mental and physical gratification and, on select levels become a penetrating emotional or even sensual experience. A "victim" will enhance rage within a serial sadist but, a "slave" enhances compassion within a mistress through the act and, even the darkest sadist shall never survive without experiencing this truth within themselves. A fetish is merely abnormality but, it is as much a part of universal balance as to what is normal. What we do not understand will bring cataclysmic emotions because we are victims to a one dimensional world with a one dimensional agenda in life. As individual spirits we are vast travelers as cosmic energy is in space. Normality and abnormality are the parent energies of universal balance and, when we understand the precious truth of balance do we then experience Tetragrammaton. This is the fundamental root to completion for a sadist in fact, it is also in a lifestyle of S&M for Me personally. Consensual practice is a great and empowering experience for the true sadist and it is the nourishment to the sadist ego. In this sense the masochist is the key to a sadists universe and, a deep sensual and emotional enlightenment is experienced, even for the coldest sadist. These are words from My sadist heart, "Your pain is my survival, your body is my temple and your blood is my baptism". The words of the masochist heart replies, "The pain is My life-force, Your whip is My sacrifice and My tears are the awakening". Tetragrammaton is experienced when both sadist and masochist realize that they are the parent force behind the birth of the precious moment. That in itself is the greatest omnipresense of everything within the heart. We are embraced as one, as a universe within a universe.
Mistress Sadrina
July 2001
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