Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: I've been on a manic high for last 6-7 hours an can't relax but dearly want to. (2/11/2011 7:37:30 AM)
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thishereboy, normally I love reading but when I am manic I am from a energy emotional stand point vibrating out of my skin, I can't sit still to read, when I am manic my mind is screaming at me do many things do multi task, go go go, do not sit do not relax, and it's very hard for me because I was desperatly tired and I couldn't relax, I was laying there and it was like I was in danger or being threatend, my flight do something, run be active adrenalin was pumping so hard. I did finally fall asleep for like maybe as lil as 5 minutes after about 9 hours of trying to relax, but I woke up coughing and choking on snot that was draining down the back of my throat and since I have a sore throat all the hacking hurt my throat an I had to get up. I'm not so manic now, but daym I am calling my dr an asking her for sleeping pills or something, cause this shits bad. I spent about 9 hours feeling like, what I would imagain some high dope fiend craving his next fix would feel like
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