ChainedExistence -> RE: Something new (5/6/2006 7:25:45 PM)
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New...as an alternative to boring? I think it depends .... First of all...even if the activity is more or less the same, I am rarely the same on any given day. There are times when I find pain absolutely sensual and pleasurable , where I might space in a happy giggly manner. Other times, things may seem dark and foreboding. I am fighting against the idea of getting up and running, and the pain seems excruciating. He also can bring a different dynamic into what is happening between us...maybe he's playful, and lighthearted in the way he handles me, or maybe he's being the tyrant I aim to please. In any case, it's not the activity..it's what you bring to it in that moment in time. Personally, I'm almost never bored, so I can't really say that I need a lot of change to keep me happy. Change is interesting..but not required.
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