Vidwan
Posts: 16
Joined: 6/28/2010 Status: offline
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Hello to all here reading this. I joined Collarme at the end of June last year, so I've been a rather inactive member for over seven months. Having not had any real luck with finding a good and appropriate Master on other sites (although the Masters i have served have been excellent - I've been very fortunate), I thought that I should explore this site properly. My profile says what I'm looking for, so I won't repeat it here, other than to say that I'm not a great fetishist at all. I'm not a pain pig. I'm much more of a companion/servant/disciple type. I served my first Master early last year for about 3 months. In that time, He didn't lay a hand on me to inflict pain, other than twice when he beat my arse as deserved punishment. The second Master I served, also for about 3 months, had many slaves, but I was a candidate for the position of His 24/7. He also didn't inflict any pain in the time I served Him. I did as I was told, so punishment wasn't needed. In both cases, i was celibate, and there was no sexual 'pleasure' on my part, but any sexual activity that took place was purely to satisfy the Master. I've learned from those experiences that because I'm so affectionate and spiritually 'needy', my sexual urges would be better used by being 'activated' rather than subdued. I'm naturally passionate, and my soul seems to be released in submission when i connect sexually with someone who's right. I'm eager to please, and would suit a man who enjoys being worshiped, enjoys control and submission to his will, on a full-time basis, and who isn't a sadist. A man with a sense of humour, who's affectionate, and loves a good cuddle. I have no interest in dungeons, fantasy scenes, nor mental or physical torture. I'm looking for a loving relationship, based on trust, and total openness and honesty, within a Total Power Exchange relationship. Of course, as my search only began a year ago, and I'm still learning much about myself, my needs, what I can offer, and my limitations, then much of this is possibly quite fluid. So any advice or guidance would be welcomed. Respectfully, Michael
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