MizChief -> RE: All Masters (5/5/2006 4:58:55 PM)
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I once had excellent advice that you have to keep life and lifestyle as a three dimensional thing... not to let it become a cartoon, because if you do it becomes nothing at all. It's hard, sometimes, but you have to have a real life, too. That advice has served me well, Mentor... ;) Thank you. It was nice to see the pic of you and Lib. But I do miss our little subbie girl when she isnt here. It would be nice if there was more time in the day for the things we all enjoy so much... she is a real joy but its not always easy to have all the time you want for all the things you want. So, I guess my answer is that I always miss her, and think of her, but I also have to worry about real life, and keep a good balance so I can give her what she needs me to give her, and be fair in my obligation to her, to my MAster, and my onligations in the rest of my life, too. Although I am Domme otherwise, I have a wonderful Master, and I always think of him. Being married, its a bit easier to spend time, but I miss him the moment I turn my face away from his... it's like he's part of my soul and I feel the ache when I am not in contact with him- although the contact doesn't have to be physical. Touching his collar is sometimes enough. I amn grateful that he was thoughtful enough to give me, and remind me of, a tangible symbol of his closeness. As glorious angel said, sometimes something as simple as a ring to remind someone of the connection can help. Gloriousanel, lovely dollface, maybe when you really miss your Master you can think of ways that you might serve him, write him a poem, plan something nice for him? These things might help you feel closer and help with your relationship and help you use your emotions for your growth and development. Maybe that will help. Miz. xo
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