SurrenderSpirit
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Joined: 3/3/2011 Status: offline
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Hello Fellow Kinksters - This is my first post so please be gentle with me! ;) I have been into bondage and kink almost from birth - I have early memories of fantasizing about being encased in glue at around 6 years of age - so it's deeeeeep in my blood. I don't know what other kinky folks' journeys have been like - I hope some of you will share your thoughts - but I have gone through many cycles of wondering if my kinkiness is just a matter of some weird emotional issue(s). Over time, however, as I have gotten more and more clear and free of emotional baggage, I have found that the kink always remains, and I finally concluded that it's just a part of how my brain is wired to enjoy eroticism. The only difference is that now the kink comes through with more Heart, more generosity, more freedom, and more of a genuine desire to give of myself for my partner's enjoyment and sense of connection. I seek that virtuous cycle of reciprocated giving and receiving that builds with each scene. I tend more towards submissiveness but also enjoy switching. My favorite thing is the feeling of total helplessness, spiked with a medium amount of pain to intensify the physical sensations and helpless feelings. Gags, hoods, strap-on, foot/boot worship, mummification, tight restraint, flogging, chastity - I'm open to anything where I can give (or receive) power in a way that helps us both reach the heights of pleasure. I am also a highly skilled energy healer by trade, and I have recently developed a fantasy of becoming a beautiful Domme's pet healer/slave - a very old world motif, where I transfer energy directly to my Mistress to help her maintain her youth and beauty, and to enhance her sexual pleasure, all while tied up or otherwise in the role of slave. If this resonates with anyone, please let me know. I'm looking forward to getting to know more kinksters out there. ;)
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