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MstrFury -> Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 9:23:16 AM)
I won't spend much time on the basic we all know that already....it covers everyone from the "G" set to the "K"marts.....no economic venue overlooked....all sexual orientation....all dynamic in relationship from mild to extreme......from the M/D/T to the s/s/b...... we all have a command of our daily lives..in whatever capacity...be it CEO or file clerk...we run the gamut of all persuasions in all positions....this goes to the homebound as well.... we come to that point in our lives where we let the flow of one life ....shift you into another.......some call it that moment they're allowed to proclaim...I'm free to be me...who I really am.....not even going to debate the realization or term of the moment.... we desire to be in that world.... as we see ourselves....happy..fulfilled..content..beyond words.... is it desire that brings you home to yourself.......or a unrealized super mind "F"...that we slip into...because we feel it's what we need to get to what we want.... pulling my cloak around me and slipping back into the shadows

Level -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 10:12:17 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MstrFury I won't spend much time on the basic we all know that already....it covers everyone from the "G" set to the "K"marts.....no economic venue overlooked....all sexual orientation....all dynamic in relationship from mild to extreme......from the M/D/T to the s/s/b...... we all have a command of our daily lives..in whatever capacity...be it CEO or file clerk...we run the gamut of all persuasions in all positions....this goes to the homebound as well.... we come to that point in our lives where we let the flow of one life ....shift you into another.......some call it that moment they're allowed to proclaim...I'm free to be me...who I really am.....not even going to debate the realization or term of the moment.... we desire to be in that world.... as we see ourselves....happy..fulfilled..content..beyond words.... is it desire that brings you home to yourself.......or a unrealized super mind "F"...that we slip into...because we feel it's what we need to get to what we want.... pulling my cloak around me and slipping back into the shadows Not sure what you're asking, Fury.

truesub4u -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 10:20:53 AM)
Me Either...

CanadianGuy -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 11:16:38 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MstrFury pulling my cloak around me and slipping back into the shadows ...to do a bunch more drugs? Seriously, I'm all for unique topics in this forum, but it has to at least be understandable to someone else. Can we talk about, say, making submissives politely request to be allowed orgasm, all the while "F"ing their brains out? (Just a topic suggestion, unless you can clarify this one.)

IronBear -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 11:23:46 AM)
If i have it figured right, Fury is saying it doesn't matter what you are in life from the most elevated to the losest on the scale and o matter what your sex, marital status, occupation or financial sucess or lack there of, if you open to it all manner of persuasions including but not limited to drugs, alchohol, smoking, sexual deviations and kinkyness are available to you at some level exaulted of down and dirty. The choice is yours to accept or decline and to do what ever it is you choose to do publically or privately..

Proprietrix -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 11:59:02 AM)
g k mdt ssb f???? Shrooming before posting rarely works out.

MstrFury -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 12:14:08 PM)
gee...it was just something different.....I thought it would just start some individual outragiousness....isn't it the weekend..and here some sit at the computer......does everything have to be so serious...

Level -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 12:25:15 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MstrFury gee...it was just something different.....I thought it would just start some individual outragiousness....isn't it the weekend..and here some sit at the computer......does everything have to be so serious... LOL, no, not everything has to be serious, but some clarity is nice.

feastie -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 12:34:59 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MstrFury gee...it was just something different.....I thought it would just start some individual outragiousness....isn't it the weekend..and here some sit at the computer......does everything have to be so serious... Ask a clear and concise question. Dispense with all the ellipsis (the little dots), it makes your posts difficult to understand.

nawdykitty -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 1:34:29 PM)
I believe it to be both. and with the drastic changes that have happened in my life the past couple of years, I'm finding that the need to slip into that desired world is what helps me to keep my sanity. And the path to........who am I.........are the hardest steps any of us take in our lives. Do any of us "REALLY" know who we are??? Is not the exploration of our limits and desires the greatest mind "F", since this is where our true capacity for wanting to know who we really are can take us to levels of discovery, pain, pleasure and happiness we don't find in our "obligatory" part of self??

slaverosebeauty -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 1:50:18 PM)
This lifestyle is part of my core. I can relax into my desires and who I am inside. I work in offices usually with a VERY conservative crowd, so most of my day is spent 'undercover,' I find ways of keeping part of this side of me awake, whether it be nothign under my skirt, or nipple clamps, a corset under my jacket, or something more evasive and demanding. When I go home, I can take that off a bit, but its always there, I can always pick up my cell and call a friend who is into this if I need a 'midday pick me up' [what else are friends for]. I'm sure once I find a Master, things will be a bit more prevalant and more attnetion to this side of me, but, until then, I do what I can and need to, to keep it active and my desires around. Maybe it is a mind f***, but, if I want that, all I have to do is read erotica and it does hte same thing, or ask someone to share a fantasy and leave me on that 'edge.'

Level -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 1:51:30 PM)
I would say "yes", some of us do know who we are. Not always an easy or pleasant task getting there.

kyraofMists -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 2:16:23 PM)
I am slave, lover, friend, sister, daughter, niece, soon to be aunt, employee, employer… and many other labels that describe my interactions with the world. Everything that I do exhibits some aspect of who I am, of the inner core that makes up me. However, there are certain interactions where I am able to show all of who I am. Those times are when I am interacting with my Lord and alandra. These are the times that I am completely free to be me. The other times I am still me, but those that I interact with do not have the privilege of knowing me to my core. For me, it is truly a desire that has brought me to this point. I find that the more behaviors I exhibit that are aligned with the core of me, the more peaceful and content I become with my life. Knight's kyra

Level -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 2:24:41 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: kyraofMists I am slave, lover, friend, sister, daughter, niece, soon to be aunt, employee, employer… and many other labels that describe my interactions with the world. Everything that I do exhibits some aspect of who I am, of the inner core that makes up me. However, there are certain interactions where I am able to show all of who I am. Those times are when I am interacting with my Lord and alandra. These are the times that I am completely free to be me. The other times I am still me, but those that I interact with do not have the privilege of knowing me to my core. For me, it is truly a desire that has brought me to this point. I find that the more behaviors I exhibit that are aligned with the core of me, the more peaceful and content I become with my life. Knight's kyra To know one's self totally, and to be known "to the core"..... true love and true friendship.... rare, and holy, to me. Level

BlkTallFullfig -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 2:28:58 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MstrFury is it desire that brings you home to yourself.......or a unrealized super mind "F"...that we slip into...because we feel it's what we need to get to what we want.... pulling my cloak around me and slipping back into the shadows I guess I would qualify mine as more a desire to be permitted to be myself, with a minimum of pretenses, to be in my most comfortable state emotionally as intimate relationships go. A super mind f*** for me was the way I worked on and tried to fit into the square hole in my early relationships influenced largely by my mother, and society's rules for women. It worked for a while, but felt like too much work to remain in that state. M

slavejali -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 2:40:03 PM)
I think until we truely know ourselves as beyond the experiences we are having in the world, we are just moving from desire to desire, we aren't really at home with ourselves. We realise one desire and we think we are happy and an at home feeling ensues, that feeling can remain for minutes, days, months or even years, depending on how strong our association with that desire is....but eventually all desires lead down the same path, they are like adding things to a sack with no bottom, we end up coming up empty. I really don't believe there is any thing or experience in this world that can fulfill us. Once someone realises they are more than the experiences or roles they play out in the world (and that even comes down to being a mother or father or sister or brother or slave or submissive or Master or Mistress or whatever it is we think we are at our core)...then and only then does someone really come home to them self and really are "free". After that, they do everything they did before, they are still a mother, fathter, sister, brother, slave, submissive, dominant, Master, Mistress, whatever...but something has really changed...they really are home, they really are free. Hey pretty much like that old saying, before enlightenment chop wood, after enlightenment chop wood grin

Level -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 4:10:05 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: slavejali I think until we truely know ourselves as beyond the experiences we are having in the world, we are just moving from desire to desire, we aren't really at home with ourselves. We realise one desire and we think we are happy and an at home feeling ensues, that feeling can remain for minutes, days, months or even years, depending on how strong our association with that desire is....but eventually all desires lead down the same path, they are like adding things to a sack with no bottom, we end up coming up empty. Wonderful imagery, jali smiles

twicehappy -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 8:03:51 PM)
For me it was the words of an older friend, a very wise man. I was collared for the 1st time at 13(the reasons for this are a closed matter, except, no I was not pregnant), before our 2nd child was born my Master/oldman was killed while performing a task for this man. Needless to say I was devastated and questioning everything from why I chose to ride to was I really just sick for my lifestyle choices. If I named names most of you would know this wise man from popular folk culture dating from the 60’s to the present day. He took me out for a putt headed into the California night time desert, held me while I cried and told me he would give me a few words of advice. The 1st thing he told me was be true, keep my principles, my honor no matter what the cost. All men are only as good as their word. The 2nd thing he told me was to remember no matter what I had to do to survive in a world that imprisoned people of radical ideas calling them outlaws, no matter the exterior I needed to wear to survive, they could not change or imprison my mind, unless I let them. The 3rd and most important thing he told me was be myself, whoever or whatever that meant. If it felt right to me do it without shame, hesitation or fear. That as long as I did this I would know for sure that the people who loved me were real. And then tapping the colors on his back, he downed a shot from a bottle of Jack, grinned, kicked over the scooter, held out his hand and pulled me up behind him on the bike, leaned in real close and said "babe as to the rest of the world, fuck ‘em if they can’t take a joke". I've never forgotten his words, I've stalked through this world in my beat up old engineer boots with this exact attitude and it has served me well. My wise old friend set me free that night, trust me here was a man who understood the true value of freedom, having paid in his freedom dearly simply for keeping his honor, holding his word to those who trusted him. So the gift he gave me was priceless, it has kept me sane(sane for me anyhow ) for the past 28 years now and probably will until the end of my days. Thanks man, you still ride free, you know who you are and because of you I know who I am too.

juliaoceania -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/6/2006 8:45:54 PM)
Who we really are.. wow I definitely want to be free to express who I am once I find out who that is... but as it is I am still very much a work in progress and probably will be until the day I leave this Earth. I am not really sure what you are asking, but the way I see it is we all are different things at different times to different people. I am many things and yet I am only me..smiles

MstrFury -> RE: Desire or Super Mind "F" (5/7/2006 6:40:38 AM)
just because you don't understand something...or it's meaning isn't clear to you....( it may be to others)...why do you and so many others on this site immediately start with the drug or drink accusations... couldn't it just be possible....while sitting and thinking about things....a thought pops into your head...so you put it out there.... this wasn't so much a question as it was a self inventory...and anyone wanting to express themselves..in what ever manner....was free to do so.... we're not all articulate writers...and we sometimes let our thoughts get ahead of our fingers as we type.....but I'm sure we've each had a moment when someones said..."huh" or "what"...to something you've said...without comment as to your mental or physical state when you do.... respect to someone is to show it with a simple remark...can you clarify that for me......in my haste to put it out there...it'didn't come out quite as it was in my head...but the general idea was still intact.......something to think about and have fun with.......reflecting inward on yourself...with humor..or pain...just rememberence from where we came.... pulling my cloak around me and slipping back into the shadows

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