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tiggerspoohbear -> RE: ~Self~ Re-post (3/19/2011 8:19:05 AM)
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Turns out I'm not the selfless person I thought I was, I'm selfish. And it's a good thing for me. I've finally learned, after many years that I have to put myself first. I can no longer abide "settling" and want what I want. I know what that is, and I deserve to be treated right. I also need for someone to accept the *me* that I am, faults and all.
I was finally able to say no to someone who wanted for us to be together because I knew his values and mine didn't match. The toughest decision I've ever made, and it took quite a while to convince myself that I deserved some happiness too. No more of me giving everything of myself and receiving nothing in return. Gooooooo me.
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