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understud -> RE: Now, the rest of the story... (5/7/2006 6:55:20 AM)
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Thank you for this opportunity Ma'am. i read your post the other day...Yes; there are a lot of me's, my, and i wants... To each their own and i wish them well.
My desire, my needs and i wants are centered squarely on the One i serve. My desire is to be of any assistance i can, my need is to fulfill Her slightest wish, my i wants are to remain steadfast in service and loyalty.
In that Ma'am i believe my greatest reward might be one day fulfilled...The unquestioned trust of my Domme, Her unwavering belief that Her servant has no desire other than that of Her well being and comfort and therein to grant as much latitude and self direction She thought as prudent to do so.
Such rewards are not granted quickly; if ever. How is it then others start their search by centering their service on them instead of the One they seek? Again i make no judgement but it does seem odd . i wish them well and hope they find the One they search for.
i cannot expect to start at the level of affection and trust i wish to one day achieve. This journey is best begun at the bottom. Then slowly and carefully build on positive fulfilling experiences shared by both. i am far from perfect, have somewhat of an attitude and am not that experienced, But i am willing to learn and adjust. to let Her lead, if given time to accept new and challenging tasks and experiences...i must believe in Her, what sort of servant could i ever be to immediately challenge Her authority. i grant that authority over me to Her freely and it was no small act on my part...i do not take this lightly...i hope i haven't offended. i am new and may have misunderstood the nature of this post...if i offended please know it was unintentional and i do mean that...i think you are right...
always respectful
understud..
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