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NikkiAnn -> I had the best experience I ever could have hoped for (5/8/2006 1:36:37 PM)
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Hi, I am really new to this. being a TS MTF in repression for many years I had always been very shy. The last two years I have accepted myself and decided to move towards transition. I have always felt I was a submissive. I get my pleasure from pleasing my partner, I live to serve, but I have had doubts about spankings and punishment. I was chicken when it came to pain. After considerable effort to overcome my shyness, I went to a Wicked Detroit party. I bought the submissive bracelet, got a drink and sat down at a table, I usually have a hard time meeting new people. Well, folks there were very friendly and came up and chatted with me and made me feel very welcome. I chatted with one pretty and very friendly Domme and after watching the activities for a couple hours (and a couple drinks later) she offered to domme me, if someone had told me I would have got up on a stage wearing only a thong and allowed myself to be blindfolded and chained to an X-frame I would have said they were crazy. I must have been ready for it mentally because thats exactly what happened. I had the perfect Domme who gave me a perfect experience, she mixed pain with pleasure and waiting pauses mixed in that really messed with my mind and body. I am seriously hooked on pain now. This is two days since that session and as I sit here I can still feel some burning coming from inside my bottom where she worked on the most. It was a truly sexual experience without actuall sex, It was the best high I ever felt in my life. I am truly a pain slut now and can hardly wait for my next experience. I won't hesitate now if someone suggests I get tied up for a session. She is a member here and wrote this site to contact her. When I found her profile it indicated she hadn't visited here for over a month. I hope she checks here soon. I don't know of anyother way to contact her.
Humbly,
nikki ann
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