buffiyum
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Ah yes, that old 'endorphin rush' thing..... When buffy wish to explain to non-Lifestylers about the 'subspace' and its effects upon the one entering that space, one has likened it to the 'wall' that serious 'joggers' have told buffy of. In truth buffy herself has not hit a such 'wall' when jogging (well not that particular wall.... although there Was one time, that buffy turned to say something to someone jogging behind and Whack!!! hit quite another kind of wall there) .... As to buffy's experience with subspace: one flies when she enter that subspace..... one rise and rise like on a mountain as the pain increase, and the darkness/brightness sparks grow, until suddenly there is a 'pause' and ........ she flies. Sometimes there is a type of 'low-grade humming' inside and at others there is only a great silence in a very calm sweet and safe place. Sometimes one has gone so deep that her breathing is altered, leaving Tthose around her to apparently be concerned. buffy aint concerned at those times, noppppppee, she is at peace. Maybe not able to communicate that excepte through a slight squeeze of the hand but still ok. It seems now, that one seek subspace a lot during bdsm play or if not that space, then one seek sexual release when being use in that way (well heck! its a lot healthier than some other ways)! one has played with Some Dominants who did not wish her to go to subspace or to the place-of-sexual-release (sounds like something out of a Japanese how-to book, dont it). When this occurs, it is very frustrating to buffy, dammit. As to other ways to get 'that subspace rush' .... one does not know anything which gives that same rush which 'subspace' provides.... nor does she know any other way to get to 'subspace' save through the bdsm play. respectfully, buffy
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