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LadyPact -> RE: The Platinum Unicorn that shits Golden Eggs.... (6/7/2011 11:05:26 AM)
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ORIGINAL: Madame4a
I'm going to guess I've never actually "looked" for something... something always seems to find me...if the person fits they do.
I have to admit, I've never understand searching for... a Master, a submissive... a Mistress, a slave or whatever... I feel, just like in vanilla relationships, the best thing is to get on with your life, have fun, do things... GET OUT .. meet people... make friends... and then make sure your friends know you're OPEN.. not searching. I think searching just leads to disappointment.
When I've been single, I've tried hard to enjoy it and revel in the time I had... and not search.. funnily enough, for me... stuff just seems to come up... stuff.. people I should say...particularly the relationship I'm in now.. it completely blindsided me... and I was not searching...
This is very much the way that I feel on the matter.
A "fourth" for Me would be the perfect explanation of a platinum unicorn. If you stacked up everything that a person would have to fit into the compatibility box, Mine is pretty darn extensive. I used to joke that the potential pool would be so small that it wouldn't fill an eye dropper and if I ever found it, I was going to start calling Myself "Mistress Miracle".
It's important to mention here that it wasn't an issue where I wasn't content. I had MP, clip, various play partners, friends, active in the community, etc, etc, etc. I was busy enough, happy enough, and in some people's estimation, I already had more than enough in My life in general. I wasn't necessarily thinking about that when I was having My fun little thoughts about the kicks that I could have with two people collared to Me. Play times that I could organize and so on. (I think enough folks know My tastes so that I don't have to be specific about that.)
Then, the strangest thing happened. I found that unicorn (I should say he found Me) and I decided I didn't want one. Not because anything happened to hitch up the works or there turned out to be compatibility problems. It was because I looked at My life and I realized I really did have "enough" and what I had was something that I didn't want to change or alter to properly add somebody to the household. What little time would have been left over on My end wasn't really "enough" to fulfill another person. Very much like scraps from the table. I thought the unicorn deserved more than that.
This was just a few months before I moved here. Had it been a year earlier or even a year from now, it might have been different. At the time, there just wasn't room in My life for another submissive. I know you said it wasn't a poly thread, but that's My perspective.
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