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missdriver -> The perfect man (5/14/2006 6:04:22 PM)
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I would just like to say i have met the perfect man.
I am new to the scene and joined the this to learn more about BDSM. I did learn a lot from this site but i didnt meet the right person.
I met someone in work and we hit it off straight away, especially when i knew he had experience in BDSM. It was very hard. I wanted to jump straight in but i knew i had to be sure he was the right one.
He is. We sit and talk for hours. If we are talking about my past or they way i behave, he will talk me through he stage making me realise why had done certain things in my life and how i had felt. I am learning new things about myself, discovering who the real me is.
He is very patient and considerate and I mean very patient, i am making a lot of mistakes along the way. We had talked about a doing a scene and it was set for a certain night. That night came and i started to panic. I didnt know if i could trust him with my life and give myself totally to him.
I didnt want to tell him, i thought he would be disappointed, i know i was disappointed in myself. He was wonderful, he told me i wasnt ready and shouldnt do anything until i was sure and trusted him completely and sat and talked about why i panicked.
He is taking things slow now and doing little bits from the scene until i am ready to do the scene.
Cant wait to see what happens next.
Sorry if i waffled a bit but as i said, this is my first experience and it is very wonderful
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