bigblock61
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ORIGINAL: Muttling I'm a masochist and have always craved pain when really stressed out. I didn't realize the effect until about 10 years ago..... I was managing a field job that was going all to hell and I was really stressed. I shut the truck door and went to walk away, a pull on my arm let me know that my thumb was still hung in the door frame. I calmly unlocked the door to get my thumb out and went on, my safety guy made me have it checked and I had torn some tendons. I still have friends who tell that story in an OMG he's tough fashion. I would be in tears and screaming like a school girl if that happened today. I'm not sure how many people this applies to, but my perception of pain differs at times and it gets really low when I'm in a lot of anxiety. I get where you are coming from. Depending on my mood, I handle pain differently.
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Tis a consummation devoutly to be wished, to die, to sleep. To sleep perchance to dream, Aye there's the rub. For in that sleep of death what dreams may come.... OK that's too deep even for me.
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