MasterHelios
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Nam took the love out of U/us. Most of U/us became close in a non sexual way to close buddies, and when they died part of Us died wit them. So when many of U/us came home it was hard as hell to get close to anyone.
One thing I wish this community could do it concentrate on stopping child abuse in all forms. If need be hold seminars to those doing it hoping to prevent another child from going through what W/we did. Yes it screws Y/your mind into the ground, and with such low esteem, and no self pride how can one do anyting but submit under the psychological hell called sadism once they find out what out what we have become. Some like in My case turned the tables, and yes I admit I used it with My first slave, but Jessie bless Her Heart turned Me around. She got into My head, and made Me see tha animal I had become, and that I was destroying My precious slave mentally who too had suffered. Six months I was hard as nails to her, then changed once I realized what I was an animal with low self esteem, no self respect turning it on others. Once I changed she fell in love with Me, and I had to learn all over again what BDSm truly was. This is why I ask for education in here,and other sites to help newbees to know the difference. TO know how to talk to someone for weeks if need be. Set parameters, limits, safe words before talking contract, or play, and to make certain both understand SSC. Colloring is a beautiful thing but if a Master is untrained how can They know how to be a real Master. I hate wannabbees, and newbees that go to parties, claim a sub, injure them out of ignorance seeing O/others play. I hate the many liars that hang on the fringe that read a little, and get online to rp, act like they know it all, and mess up minds with their non sensical whim playing as if it is a game. M/my new friends it is a serious, deeply passionate communion of two S/souls joining as O/one as near a marriage as can be touched in both the mind, and the body. Does not mean sex is always between Master(ress), and slave. In My case intercourse is out, but fondling is ok to get her off. So now just remember when one tries to do this to you in such a nasty abusive way reject ask questions, and make certain from the beginning it is SSC. I too had a horrendous experience with a slave from Daytona. she tried to Top from the bottom claiming at the end she was afraid to give up her control, and trust.
she faked space once to try to minipulate Me but I pulled a good one on her by putting ice between her labia,and she jumped up. I shut her down real fast. she hurt several others too never learning the true meaning of being a slave. Now here is the kicker. she lied upfront. Lied saying she had no physical, or mental health problems. Two weeks into it she began showing signs of problems attitude. Another Master came to Me to warn Me she was a manic depressant on meds. I went to her,and she confessed it afraid I would reject her. I told her I would, but since she had gone off her meds,and was acting paranoid etc I insisted now she see her doctor. she refused,and started creating problems in her manic state. This is part of both the BDSM ,and Gorean communities there should b a lot of communication total honesty, and if a slave, or kajira learn what it really means,and for Masters to learn our roles as well. Too many newbee wannabees kill unsuspecting young, and old slaves annually. Now there is a difference some can't fathom between subbie, and slave. For most subbies it is getting a kick out of the lifestyle within limits. Yet many love it,and go whole hog holding back just enough to keep them from being true slave. slaves give all consentually. their very lives, control, and open themselves to all forms of manipulation, bdsm emphasis on SSC, but still willing to ride the rail of anticipation, and a bit of terror in not knowing as some Masters love the thrill of unleashing on slaves unknown pain, mixed with pleasure. I mix the two communities into a form where I can play with what I hope to be soon kajira on the XFrame, otrsuspinsion, or such, and be the loving Master of the Gorean. I love the serves, ceremonies, etc. If there is a young say younger then 35 untrained petite 5'4-5'7 no more then 150 pounds, well ask Me for the rest lol that would like to train wearing My collar talk to Me,and W/we will talk a while before any decisions. I want you to know,and trust Me before moving in for a 24/7. I am married so you would help the wifey, and Myself, but I am the Master of this realm.Master Helios
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