Collarspace Discussion Forums


Home  Login  Search 

all to give


View related threads: (in this forum | in all forums)

Logged in as: Guest
 
All Forums >> [Community Discussions] >> Ask a Mistress >> all to give Page: [1] 2 3 4   next >   >>
Login
Message << Older Topic   Newer Topic >>
all to give - 7/15/2011 5:06:00 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		Mistress, I am a lifelong slave now for over 30yrs. I have served fulltime in the past for over 2yrs. to 2 very dominant and somewhat sadistic lesbians who taught me well. I need fulltime again and hopefully forever. My question is the lesbians will take me back if I give total surrender and total castration. I have no trouble with that because I was never allowed to use them anyway. They say my mouth and ass is all that I will need. Have you ever heard of giving your all just to serve. I will and what to know if you think I will be doing the right thing. I think I will as long as it's fulltime. I am worried what if they decide to get rid of me, will any other dominant woman want me.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.
Profile   Post #: 1
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 5:13:57 PM   
SylvereApLeanan


Posts: 8275
Joined: 11/1/2007
From: Hell
Status: offline 		Take all the BDSM words out of that post and then ask yourself the same questions.  Would you be happy and fulfilled if this set up was a vanilla relationship?

_____________________________

Sylverë
Dark Muse
30 Fluffy Points
Grumpy Cat is my spirit animal.
Shadow Governess & Mean Girl
"There's something that doesn't make sense. Let's go and poke it with a stick."— The Doctor

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 2
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 5:15:23 PM   
DarkSteven


Posts: 28072
Joined: 5/2/2008
Status: offline 		Okay.  Lemme get this straight.

You want to serve.  In the past, you served two lesbians who used you in all kinds of ways but not sexually.  They released you.  You have some idea that they might take you back if you castrate yourself.

1. Where the hell did THAT idea come from? 

2. What kind of service would you offer a Domme?  Most Dommes, especially the nonlesbian types, would like the option at least of sex.

3. Have you ever considered the option of a normal relationship that is kinky only behind closed doors?  In other words, picnics, long talks, dinners together, etc. with play sessions interspersed?

Edited to add:  The reason I suggested a mostly-vanilla relationship is that is what 99% of the Dommes here want.  In other words, change those profile pics!


< Message edited by DarkSteven -- 7/15/2011 5:21:26 PM >

_____________________________

"You women....

The small-breasted ones want larger breasts. The large-breasted ones want smaller ones. The straight-haired ones curl their hair, and the curly-haired ones straighten theirs...

Quit fretting. We men love you."

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 3
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 5:45:25 PM   
Killerangel


Posts: 1169
Joined: 8/3/2010
Status: offline 		If you're so unattached to your genitals that you'd consider getting rid of them why are there so many pictures of them on your profile? Literally giving a part of yourself away in order to obtain a relationship isn't the best idea in the world. You could be left with no relationship and no genitals. No, I do not think you will be doing the right thing by allowing 2 other people to make major modifications on your body.

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 4
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:12:14 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		I cannot take vanilla out of the equation, simply because I am a lifelong slave all my adult life and don't care at all for the vanilla life. I am nothing but a slave and it's forever.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to SylvereApLeanan)
Profile   Post #: 5
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:19:03 PM   
Arpig


Posts: 9930
Joined: 1/3/2006
From: Increasingly further from reality
Status: offline 		I can't imagine that would be the best option. My personal suspicion is that as soon as you are cut, you'll never hear from them again..

_____________________________

Big man! Pig Man!
Ha Ha...Charade you are!

Why do they leave out the letter b on "Garage Sale" signs?

CM's #1 All-Time Also-Ran


(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 6
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:22:42 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		Vanilla isn't in my life at all. I have already served them fulltime for over 2 yrs. But being lesbians they aren't interested in my genitals at all except to make them their trophy. I do trust them to keep me fulltime if I surrender them. But, I don't know if it's forever. That's my problem, I am worried if I give them to them would another woman want a eunuch slave.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to Arpig)
Profile   Post #: 7
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:31:58 PM   
poise


Posts: 9509
Joined: 7/3/2010
Status: offline
quote:

ORIGINAL: justakuntnow

Vanilla isn't in my life at all. I have already served them fulltime for over 2 yrs.
But being lesbians they aren't interested in my genitals at all except to make them their trophy. I
do trust them to keep me fulltime if I surrender them. But, I don't know if it's forever.
That's my problem, I am worried if I give them to them would another woman want a eunuch slave.


This doesn't sound like trust to me, but more an act of desperation on your part.
These women released you for a reason that I'm sure had nothing to do with the fact that you
posess male genitalia, otherwise you would not have served them for 2 years as you say. So why
do you suppose they would accept you back into their service, sans the penis? It sounds more like
they may be testing just how far you would go, but may not be prepared for the end result.

Focus more on finding someone who will accept you and all your manly parts.

_____________________________

When the path ignites a soul, there’s no remaining in place.

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 8
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:37:54 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		Thank You for the message, I do trust them as far as serving fulltime, one of them is a nurse in the area and does have the means to have it done. I would of course have to give permission, and I do know they still want me, just don't know for how long. Do you think anyone else would want a eunuch if I was released in the future.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to poise)
Profile   Post #: 9
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:41:29 PM   
Hisprettybaby


Posts: 781
Joined: 4/13/2011
From: Bellingham, WA U.S.A.
Status: offline 		Oopsie.

< Message edited by Hisprettybaby -- 7/15/2011 6:49:08 PM >

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 10
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:45:07 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		[image][/image]What worried me was being releashed and not knowing if there are other dominant women who would accept a eunuch. Still would make a good pet, work slave, and can be used and abused as she wishes. Would other Dominants accept me.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to Hisprettybaby)
Profile   Post #: 11
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:47:06 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		[image][/image]I am a masochist after years of the whip, cagings, total humiliation, and I am what I am and really cannot be anything else.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 12
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:48:11 PM   
Hisprettybaby


Posts: 781
Joined: 4/13/2011
From: Bellingham, WA U.S.A.
Status: offline
quote:

ORIGINAL: justakuntnow
I do trust them to keep me fulltime if I surrender them. But, I don't know if it's forever. That's my problem, I am worried if I give them to them would another woman want a eunuch slave.

Okay, here's the deal. You say you trust them to keep you full-time, yet you ALSO say you DON'T know if it would be forever. If they castrate you, your parts are gone. Poof! FOREVER. Those two Dominant sadistic lesbians might still leave. Then you'd never see them OR your genitals EVER again. EVER. In my opinion, it would be a VERY bad decision to let them castrate you.

~Hisprettybaby~

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 13
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:48:56 PM   
MistressRosalyn


Posts: 908
Joined: 8/16/2009
Status: offline 		If you have any doubts, don't do it. What if becoming a eunuch made you lose all desire to serve? Because let's be honest, you get off on serving women, and wouldn't do it unless you found a pleasure in it.

I agree with Killerangel, you are far too attached to the package to just go cutting it off. It's a nice fantasy, and fun to think about giving your all, but the reality wouldn't be very nice, I think. 

_____________________________

Member of Lance's Fag Hags.

I have 20 Fluffy Points and you don't!

I went to the Dark Side...now where are the cookies?

When did my life become a Jerry Springer/Jeremy Kyle episode?

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 14
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:51:20 PM   
Hisprettybaby


Posts: 781
Joined: 4/13/2011
From: Bellingham, WA U.S.A.
Status: offline 		What about just having them put you in a CB6000 w/ a tiny little Masterlock on it, or something like that? There's two of them, two keys....there you go. And no permanent damage.

(in reply to MistressRosalyn)
Profile   Post #: 15
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:54:08 PM   
sunshinemiss


Posts: 17673
Joined: 11/26/2007
Status: offline
Is this even for real?  Just in case it is...

It's a stupid thing to do.  Foolish.  And frankly, what kind of people would expect that?  Yes, I'm being judgmental. The line in the sand for me is always about harm.  They are asking you to harm yourself.  You are worried about it.  Listen to your gut.  You have it for a reason.




_____________________________

Yes, I am a wonton hussy... and still sweet as 3.14

(in reply to MistressRosalyn)
Profile   Post #: 16
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 6:59:25 PM   
MistressRosalyn


Posts: 908
Joined: 8/16/2009
Status: offline 		No kidding. I think it's just wank fodder, but if he's serious, what comes next? A lung? A kidney?

_____________________________

Member of Lance's Fag Hags.

I have 20 Fluffy Points and you don't!

I went to the Dark Side...now where are the cookies?

When did my life become a Jerry Springer/Jeremy Kyle episode?

(in reply to sunshinemiss)
Profile   Post #: 17
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 7:00:38 PM   
Killerangel


Posts: 1169
Joined: 8/3/2010
Status: offline
quote:

ORIGINAL: justakuntnow

Do you think anyone else would want a eunuch if I was released in the future.


If it were me, absolutely no...I would not want a eunuch. I like men's parts.
If you remove that part of yourself you have no other options. If you have those parts you still have the option to use them or not. It seems as though you'd be more useful to a wider range of people if you kept yourself intact right?

(in reply to justakuntnow)
Profile   Post #: 18
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 7:04:08 PM   
justakuntnow


Posts: 12
Joined: 11/28/2009
Status: offline 		[image][/image]Its for real, i know them well and it's definetly for real. I was going to give them up for their trophy, but after all the advice I am getting I will try and talk them into totally locking them up. The nurse has told me it would be easy to take them.

_____________________________

Lifelong slave to femdom, am masochistic, exhibitionistic, total obedience. I make a great dog, bitch, work slave, and use to the whip, cage, total humiliation.

(in reply to sunshinemiss)
Profile   Post #: 19
RE: all to give - 7/15/2011 7:06:59 PM   
LadyPact


Posts: 32566
Status: offline 		My opinion?  Somebody is being taken for a ride.  It's either we forum readers or the OP, himself.

We've got a supposed thirty years of being a slave.  Only two of which were by the pair of lesbians.  In those other twenty-eight years, are we saying that no other Mistress actually had a use for the cock and balls?  Even if it wasn't sex, nobody had fun with CBT?  No sounds?  No crown of thorns?  No saline infusions just for the fun of it? 

Then, there's the two years with the pair of lesbians that was full time.  Has anybody here dismissed a full time slave because they possessed, and ONLY because they possessed, a dick?  Having a cock doesn't negate somebody being a good house servant, outlet for your sadistic tendencies, or any of the other practical reasons to have a slave in the first place.  Whatever problems there were that led to the release of the slave (almost made a bad pun there) didn't have anything and everything to do with a penis.  I could see the situation being so bad for other faults if somebody said there was no way they would want someone back and wouldn't even consider it unless something was done that was so extreme that no sane person would consider it.

You'll have to forgive Me for being cynical, but I'm just not buying this one.  Nobody should be this desperate.  I'm sure it makes for a great story, but there's some truth missing here, somewhere.


_____________________________

The crowned Diva of Destruction. ~ ExT

Beach Ball Sized Lady Nuts. ~ TWD

Happily dating a new submissive. It's official. I've named him engie.

Please do not send me email here. Unless I know you, I will delete the email unread

(in reply to Hisprettybaby)
Profile   Post #: 20
Page:   [1] 2 3 4   next >   >>
All Forums >> [Community Discussions] >> Ask a Mistress >> all to give Page: [1] 2 3 4   next >   >>
Jump to:





New Messages No New Messages
Hot Topic w/ New Messages Hot Topic w/o New Messages
Locked w/ New Messages Locked w/o New Messages
 Post New Thread
 Reply to Message
 Post New Poll
 Submit Vote
 Delete My Own Post
 Delete My Own Thread
 Rate Posts




Collarchat.com © 2025
Terms of Service Privacy Policy Spam Policy

0.093