Daddysredhead -> RE: FAN CLUB!! (8/3/2011 4:50:50 PM)
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Wow...we all just got to see a pig turn into an ass. No, what you saw was schizophrenia when one's prescribed dosage of medication ceases to be effective, the results can be slow, or very sudden. I am now on a stronger dosage and things are returning to a semblance of reality. While the basic opinion originally expressed was real, it annoyed me slightly, the reaction to that annoyance was entirely overblown and so out of character because of my mental illness. I hope you can see this, and future similar outbursts...because they will happen, in the light of my schizophrenia, and forgive. Personally I apologise to one and all, but especially to Red and Geoff. for being as boorish as I was. My reactions were a result of irrational feelings of persecution, not the way I feel when I am well. I can be an asshole, but I am always a well meaning one. when I go off the deep end like I did on this thread, please don't take it personally, it is just my illness speaking. Again, I am deeply sorry, but I really cannot help it sometimes. Thank you for the apology, Arpig, and I accept it. I knew of your illness and that's why I didn't reply with more than I did. I wondered if perhaps something was up. I'm sorry that you have to deal with the medication roullette, it sucks. I'm glad that you are feeling better and hope that the current meds will be helpful. I think I can speak for Geoff as well. We both believe that a sincere apology goes a long way in mending fences and more people should practice it when they have caused a hurt to someone. Thank you again, and please be well. ~ Red
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