sweetsub818
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Hello to all,
my name is alan and i am submissive. ive always been a sub when around Women, but tend to be alpha around men. i believe this stems from my childhood where my father constantly disrespected my mother, put her down, and eventually left Her for another women. This all happened when i was young and when i actually looked up to my father. it just wasn't right. i felt the pain my Mother felt when my dad would talk down to her, sometimes infront of family gatherings and friends. It was so sad, now that i think of it again i tear up. Those nights alone, crying, i was always by my Mothers side. i helped raise my little Sister who was only 3 when my dad left us. Most of the time it was me, my Mom, my Sister, and my Aunt, cooking cleaning and going shopping with Them. i was always amongst Women at home and acted as a body guard, a strong hand to open a jar, an aaron boy, etc. i did what was demanded of me no questions asked. This up bringing made me the man i am today...subservient and supportive of Women, a firm believer in Female led relationships. I'm a member of FDS (femdommesociety.com). Life today is very lonely. Almost like that movie Ground Hog Day. I wake up alone in an empty house....workout, go to work (graphic designer), come home cook dinner, clean all around the house, and then proceed to kill time....watching and playing sports, hanging out with a friends, tv, internet, etc. I live with my 2 dogs which keep me company. Sex and love life? Been single for over 3 years. No sex over a year now. As far as bdsm, i've been practicing off and on for over 4 years. i haven't served a lifestyle Mistress ever (not from the lack of trying). i have paid Pro Dommes for sessions that last an hour or two, but always questioned if the $500 - $1000 was really worth it. No disrespect to the Dommes but most won't remember my face, nore will They give a shit about me the next day. Not that i expect Them to. im just another loser to Them whom They walked all over. and that is my little intro. somewhat sad, somewhat a revelation. somewhat boring :)
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