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SignoreCapriccio -> Salutations (8/14/2011 4:52:50 PM)
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I am neither novice, nor experienced here, I am who I have become through my various journeys in this life. I have been a gypsy for far too long and as I look back across my travels. I see where my mistakes were, my missed opportunities leading to other pastures in life, and my relationships destroyed or simply gone.
Would I change where I have been? Most whole heartily, YES, but then I would not be here and I would not be the person I am today. I would be another man, in another life, poorer - perhaps, richer - maybe, happier - I can not answer.
I have been caught up in my chaotic existence for most of my adult life, bouncing from one extreme to the other and back again. Evil one minute, just to realize that I am a good person, then to do evil just because I can. I accept that I am both and struggle with that decision and how it impacts my everyday life.
I am busy these days with fighting back the quiet that threatens to wash over me, in my new abode. Getting lost in my solitude and reveling in the fact that I am alone. While I petition others to come join me in my sinfully solitary existence.
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