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TrippleD -> Just thinking out loud (12/6/2011 6:39:41 PM)
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Life has it's way with you and as time gose bye you are to adapt to all the up's and downs that are put infront of you as you go throw it.
What am I looking for ?
I came here looking for a slave ,and may be to find some one to whom I can talk with. And I do mean to realy just talk with.But like always no one whants to just talk.
I so long for some one to whom I can talk with. My life is so messed up and I would just like to talk,to find a slave and to be able to see if they would be the rite slave I have been looking for to fill the void that has been inside of me for to many years.
My last slave I thoght he was the rite one ,but becuase I was still into all of that damm dope he not only ripped me off and lost my trust and was punished for his bad ways that he did me ,and I in turn did like any Master would do and made his last time with me a living hell in more ways than just one.
And yhen ofcourse I did have such a good time with how I punished him ,and the real funny part is I got off more than just once with the way he was punished,still there is the void were there is no one to fill the one thing I so miss(a slave _ ,some one to let me do my things the way I like to do them.
Not trying to say that I want to have them happen all over again. Oh hell no .
I have since moved out the state that I was living in and have cleaned up my act since then,but now some 20+ years later I still have that void and would like to find a slave I can put my trust in,and then start this pitiful life back on track so with the time that is left I can may be just have some fun in what little time is left for me. And to be able to have a slave to share it with would be even a much nicer way to go.
There I have finally let my hair down and let you all hear whats on my mind.But this is not the whole way that things have been and I know that things could like they always seem to go for me ,go bad. Like in my past if it was not for bad luck I would have no luck at all.
Well the only difference now is for the past 20+ years I have stood my ground and let every thing that I have done come back and do it best to pound me into the ground,and now that things are starting to turn around and look like they might and I use the word very lossly(starting) may be now this void can be filled yrt again.
I would so love to find the slave who can fill this void!
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