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Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:39:41 PM   
TrippleD


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What am I looking for ?
I came here looking for a slave ,and may be to find some one to whom I can talk with. And I do mean to realy just talk with.But like always no one whants to just talk.
I so long for some one to whom I can talk with. My life is so messed up and I would just like to talk,to find a slave and to be able to see if they would be the rite slave I have been looking for to fill the void that has been inside of me for to many years.
My last slave I thoght he was the rite one ,but becuase I was still into all of that damm dope he not only ripped me off and lost my trust and was punished for his bad ways that he did me ,and I in turn did like any Master would do and made his last time with me a living hell in more ways than just one.
And yhen ofcourse I did have such a good time with how I punished him ,and the real funny part is I got off more than just once with the way he was punished,still there is the void were there is no one to fill the one thing I so miss(a slave _ ,some one to let me do my things the way I like to do them.
Not trying to say that I want to have them happen all over again. Oh hell no .
I have since moved out the state that I was living in and have cleaned up my act since then,but now some 20+ years later I still have that void and would like to find a slave I can put my trust in,and then start this pitiful life back on track so with the time that is left I can may be just have some fun in what little time is left for me. And to be able to have a slave to share it with would be even a much nicer way to go.
There I have finally let my hair down and let you all hear whats on my mind.But this is not the whole way that things have been and I know that things could like they always seem to go for me ,go bad. Like in my past if it was not for bad luck I would have no luck at all.
Well the only difference now is for the past 20+ years I have stood my ground and let every thing that I have done come back and do it best to pound me into the ground,and now that things are starting to turn around and look like they might and I use the word very lossly(starting) may be now this void can be filled yrt again.
I would so love to find the slave who can fill this void!
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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:44:28 PM   
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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:44:51 PM   
searching4mysir


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Status: offline 		Why would a sub/slave get involved with someone who claims to have such a messed up life?

Shouldn't you be whole and in control before that slave enters your life?

If you cannot master yourself, how can you hope to master another?

Dominant men are not exactly a minority around here.

Whining the way you do here and in your profile are not exactly dominant characteristics and don't inspire a whole lot of confidence.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:47:55 PM   
Fornica


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ORIGINAL: TrippleD


My last slave I thoght he was the rite one ,but becuase I was still into all of that damm dope he not only ripped me off and lost my trust and was punished for his bad ways that he did me ,and I in turn did like any Master would do and made his last time with me a living hell in more ways than just one.
And yhen ofcourse I did have such a good time with how I punished him ,and the real funny part is I got off more than just once with the way he was punished



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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:49:16 PM   
Fornica


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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:49:33 PM   
JanahX


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Status: offline 		You need to quit smoking dope and posting. You dont make any sense. Not even close.

Youre a MESS.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:50:38 PM   
JanahX


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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:52:39 PM   
DarkSteven


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ORIGINAL: Fornica

Oh my god, your profile.



Jesus Christ.  Dude, I think the drugs fried you.  Don't even THINK of looking for another.


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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:55:13 PM   
angelikaJ


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Status: offline 		You sound very lonely.
Loneliness is a difficult thing to deal with; we all yearn for connection.

HOWEVER:
Finding a slave will not fill the void in your life, fix your life or fix the broken parts of you.

BDSM is not a good substitute for therapy.

My sincere suggestion is to find a professional counselor to help you sort out things out so that you can find meaningful connection, first with yourself and then with other people... and then with a slave.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:55:33 PM   
Fornica


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Status: offline 		Holy fuck...I hadn't seen the journals. You're one sick fuck. Seek help.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 6:57:33 PM   
Fornica


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Status: offline 		angelikaJ~ you might wanna peek in his journal. Consent isn't a priority.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:00:08 PM   
angelikaJ


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Status: offline 		I don't know what is real or not real in his or her journals.

It is kinda hard to tell.

However, I am sure the mods can sort it out...

Meanwhile, OP, get a professional who can help you.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:04:56 PM   
Rhylin227


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Status: offline 		wow, i usually connect, on some level or another, with the freaks and the geeks, but you're just a trip...have you ever been incarcerated??

and i honestly try not to be a spelling/grammar nazi, but...wow...


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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:10:34 PM   
NursePenny


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Status: offline 		I'm 25 and have my shit together better than that! PLEASE put aside being a "master". You need help to clear out some of the demons in your head first.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:23:45 PM   
peppermint


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quote:

ORIGINAL: JanahX

dont forget the journals


I had to look. Wish I hadn't.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:31:25 PM   
stellauk


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Thank you for posting. It's not often we get such a clear example of a horrible warning to teach subs to take precautions when dealing with people.

I can't help but advise you to put off seeking a slave for now.

Instead I'd call 911 and just repeat one word 'Help' over and over again. I'm pretty sure they'll find someone to figure out what to do.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:34:26 PM   
MistressDarkArt


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Status: offline 		Just...f*cking...wow. Dude...get help, and welcome to CM.

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:36:44 PM   
Rhylin227


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ORIGINAL: MistressDarkArt

Just...f*cking...wow. Dude...get help, and welcome to CM.


hahahahaha!!

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:41:23 PM   
agentx21


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Status: offline 		Yikes - Someone has gone too far up into the trees . .

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RE: Just thinking out loud - 12/6/2011 7:45:58 PM   
Killerangel


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Status: offline 		I was going to try and write out a thoughtful response but it's beyond you I feel so I'm not going to waste my time. Stay away from trying to get with anyone new, you're sick and in need of help. You are not Dominant and have no right to that title. If you need physical release use your hand or a fleshlight.

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