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oddball1959 -> Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 10:54:41 AM)
my name is Billy. several months ago, I made myself an outcast with the Austin BDSM community. I made a horrible mistake and will not repeat that mistake when I leave Austin to relocate to another city. I do wish to be enslaved by a Dominant Female but it will never happen in Austin since I got myself blackballed and will never be forgiven. I will always regret what I said and did. I guess i will never be forgiven.

Fornica -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 10:59:09 AM)
What the hell did you do?

Delilya -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:16:05 AM)
If you are looking for a start over, I wouldn't be advertising a problem here. In the meantime, good luck.

oddball1959 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:18:08 AM)
i made sure not to mention specifics... i do get your point... i guess it is guilt carry over

DarkSteven -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:20:01 AM)
Geez, Billy, you sound like a broken record. Be a man and suck it up. Learn. Unlike Fornica, I don't care what you did. But quit dwelling on your ostracism, and focus on what you want to do. BTW, I read your journals. 1. Your most recent one states that you will never leave Austin because you're in Section 8. Your post here states that because you screwed up so badly, you're going to relocate to leave behind your shame. 2. Your journal entries ask why sub women look at your profile. Simple - they see your pic and view the profile. They have no clue you;re a sub until they do. Viewing a profile indicates nothing more than idle curiosity.

JanahX -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:25:02 AM)
WELCOME [sm=line.gif]

oddball1959 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:43:13 AM)
now that was funny... i'm psychic in that regard, the responses do not surprise me...[sm=applause.gif][sm=applause.gif] [sm=applause.gif][sm=applause.gif][sm=champ.gif][sm=champ.gif][sm=giveup.gif][sm=giveup.gif][sm=lalala.gif][sm=lalala.gif][sm=lalala.gif][sm=ofcourse.gif][sm=ofcourse.gif][sm=ofcourse.gif][sm=pillowfight.gif][sm=pillowfight.gif] i can play that game too

Fornica -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 11:56:23 AM)
O_o

ashjor911 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 12:12:57 PM)
yeah, same here I need to look my glasses Welcome To CM

oddball1959 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 12:24:30 PM)
i decided to no longer react negative to negativity.. it makes it worse... i am happy for those who do live the lifestyle... just because it is not happening for me now or immediate future does not mean it will never happen... things are good and will get better.

Marc2b -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 12:29:09 PM)
Welcome to CM. It is my sad duty to inform you that we are currently in the midst of a civil war. [:(] The Hanner faction appears to be winning but the anti-Hanners are currently launching a furious counter attack. [sm=slappy.gif] As for me, I'm gonna smoke a doobie, put on some Pink Floyd, and wait to see how it all plays out. Anyway, I hope you find what you're looking for.

lizi -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 12:33:19 PM)
Why in the world would you introduce yourself by mentioning a past transgression? Unless you're looking for some kind of support, which would be weird since probably no one here knows what happened.

oddball1959 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 12:42:39 PM)
too bad that i cannot delete my own post... am a bit tired... i am not the wisest when posting while tired... moderator, please delete... tired and was not thinking clearly

DarkSteven -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 2:13:04 PM)
Sorry. The moderator does not delete threads just because the original poster lost it. Just to let you know. JanahX said hello and gave you a wave. You evidently reacted to her autosignature by posting a lot of smileys. You might want to look inside yourself and see why you did that.

LaTigresse -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 2:17:17 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: DarkSteven Geez, Billy, you sound like a broken record. Be a man and suck it up. Learn. Unlike Fornica, I don't care what you did. But quit dwelling on your ostracism, and focus on what you want to do. BTW, I read your journals. 1. Your most recent one states that you will never leave Austin because you're in Section 8. Your post here states that because you screwed up so badly, you're going to relocate to leave behind your shame. 2. Your journal entries ask why sub women look at your profile. Simple - they see your pic and view the profile. They have no clue you;re a sub until they do. Viewing a profile indicates nothing more than idle curiosity. Is that some sort of out patient mental patient kinda thing?

DarkSteven -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 2:21:30 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: LaTigresse Is that some sort of out patient mental patient kinda thing? Section 8 is subsidized housing for lower income people. I used to belong to a landlord board where it was discussed. Suffice it to say that the landlords complained about S8 single mothers with revolving boyfriends, lots of druggies, etc. It's nothing to do with mental patients, but it has artificially created "bad sides of town".

LaTigresse -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 2:22:52 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: DarkSteven quote: ORIGINAL: LaTigresse Is that some sort of out patient mental patient kinda thing? Section 8 is subsidized housing for lower income people. I used to belong to a landlord board where it was discussed. Suffice it to say that the landlords complained about S8 single mothers with revolving boyfriends, lots of druggies, etc. It's nothing to do with mental patients, but it has artificially created "bad sides of town". Ohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! My apologies to the OP!!!! Thank you Steven. I had heard the term but couldn't remember what exactly it meant.

kalikshama -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/8/2011 2:27:20 PM)
Hi Billy, I'm going to make a wild stab in the dark and guess you're not having much luck with your current profile. Do go over to "Ask a Mistress" and STUDY the FAQs - no posting until you've absorbed the knowledge therein. Welcome, KK

oddball1959 -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/9/2011 4:50:01 PM)
i just took a personality test and it proved enlightening... very few people are 100% independent... i scored a perfect 100%... translated, i will never be a part of a group, most likely to remain a loner because i have zero tolerance for BS... the only time i bother being around people is if the person is pleasant toward me, does not irritate me, generous toward me because i tend to be generous when that happens but that is rare when people only care about themselves that does not bode well for someone like me who prefers not to be around bloody leeches who want to take advantage of me with me getting little or nothing in return... so i remain the lone wolf, the rebel, no obligations except unto myself until i find the people worth knowing and being around and that special woman who care completely about me as i do her... until then, i do my thing since i am completely free to do so. love, peace and happiness to all... while i have to find those things inside myself which i am very close, if not already attained... i know i will not be a recluse forever...

angelikaJ -> RE: Hard Lesson Learned (12/9/2011 4:59:44 PM)
Billy, Welcome to the small part of the world that is Collar Me. Almost no one is beyond redemption anywhere, so unless you physically assaulted someone, eventually they will (probably) get over it. Meanwhile, stop focusing on the negatives. If you need sleep, then sleep. If you need to eat then get some food. Otherwise follow the advice given and try to enjoy yourself. If it isn't fun being here on the forums then there isn't much point to being here... so relax. (p.s. we never would have known you had goofed if you hadn't told us; you aren't obligated to share your failures.)

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