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SimplyMichael -> I am in love! (12/10/2011 1:33:35 PM)
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You never know, sometimes the moment you see her its love, sometimes love grows over time, sometimes you been around her a while and suddenly its hits you. I am not one to casually say “this is MINE” but it has happened and this is my third time and I think I am going to fall hard. I have been looking for some time and I first saw her almost a month ago. I have visited her a time or two, slept over once before but when I woke up this morning I realized that I wanted no other, that I lust for her and she is everything I need and want.
I am not one to want many, my style might make some call me a dilettante but when I very much make my property MINE. I see nothing wrong in changing her to suit my tastes, to changing and modifying her as I see fit, doing whatever I want to make her suite me perfectly and be as beautiful as I desire. The moment I first saw her it was that jolt of “he doesn’t deserve her” and I knew that if I owned her she would shine, would be beautiful and other men would lust for her while I would take her wherever I wanted to go, run her hard and put her away wet.
I believe in seeing deeper, knowing more, understanding her needs, her limitations, where I can push and where I need to be gentle and doing so better than any other man. That level of possession requires a lot of focus and attention, I am driven to look deep into her, finding those dark hidden places that other men overlook. I spent last night doing exactly that, slowly going over every inch of that sinuous body, the more I looked and felt, the more I knew I had chosen the right one, she was exactly what I needed. I just knew that I was going to spend a very very long time with her, fulfilling long held desires and fantasies, exploring San Francisco, maybe even Mexico and Canada and perhaps one day the world with her.
I have had three such as her before, and loved each in their way but never quite felt like they were a perfect fit, some flaw or issue just prevented me from saying “you are the one”. This morning when I woke up, I just knew I was home, this was where I wanted to be. As I looked over her lying there, her lines sleek and inviting, I knew. All I want to do is get off work and go see her, take her out and use her hard, push her to her limits, test the boundaries and fly! This was the sailboat I had always wanted and I am happier with her than anywhere else, even my house.
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