di25
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I am in the process of making a wooden pony. I love the feeling of being on it, and the pain involved with it. I stayed on one once for 75 minutes. I like enduring it , wearing a full head hood, being bound, seeing how long I can last. I would keep off my tip toes for so long until i got down far enough to feel the pain from the bar, And I would keep doing that. Is it always so intense for everyone? Do you put yourself on it "just because"? Does anyone else like all those feelings together? Or is it sexual? I could never get it to be sexual but its like my solace , my place where I can think and feel, sometimes be overly proud that I can take it for hours if I wanted. Is it strange to feel "that" good with it?
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