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nixienymph -> RE: sub searching for mistress (1/15/2012 7:57:59 AM)
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hmmm...not sure what to share. I do realize that i did not check back until now, and thus have neglected those who welcomed me, and I say thank you to those that have. i apologize for my delay.
i have been dominate in the past. in my younger years (teens and early 20s) i thoroughly enjoyed dominating men, but merely as playthings...toys. i refused them the release of orgasm, and allowed them to minimally play with me, as I ordered. I am a virgin in the most literal sense...a penis has never been in my vagina. I am a gold star. [:)] I am a lesbian through and through, and always have been. I have always found men to be good friends, and play things, but they have nothing sexy, alluring in my eyes. and interestingly enough, i, as a domme, have noticed limits on myself when dominating women, as opposed to men. some psychological issues there, most definitely![:D]
i began playing with myself as a young child...very very young. sadly, i was not blessed with an orgasm until i was 24...but once i had one, oh, there is no stopping now! i am always wanting one more...just one more! it takes quite a bit of stimulation, along with cooling lube, and clit stimulant (liquid V being my favorite). Since breaking free from a sexually oppressive (among other things) relationship, i have become quite acquainted with Hitachi's Magic Wand. What a wonderful creation! The Japanese have gotten so much right, especially when it comes to sex, and I wished I only knew of it earlier. I have become addicted to it, and am fine with that, as it promises orgasms, on orgasms, on orgasms!
i have found myself drawn to Japanese rope tying, and the desire to be submissive. i want a Mistress, but as I struggle with complete submission, would merely like someone to learn from, and progress from there. I do believe that the Domme in me is permanent, but she desires a challenge[:D]
cheers all!
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