rubberloverhk
Posts: 21
Joined: 3/17/2008 From: Hong Kong Status: offline
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Hello, everybody i shouldn't be "new" to collarme but i think i am new to this forum because it may be the first time i post here, I am not sure. Let me introduce myself. I am 27M from Hong Kong, deeply obsessed with rubber clothing and bondage (padlock / chains) for many years. In fact, there are a few video scenes (but they are not really famous and classic) that impresses my life and even boost my attitude to be submissive. They are the last scene from the video Ivy manor 2 (2001) where the slave is dressed into full latex outfit and bound into a box for transportation. Another scene I would like to mention is from the video "Undercover" produced by Gwenmedia and starred by Sadie belle and Eden Wells etc. It is also the last scene in which the blonde slave (Starred by Eden Wells) is being locked into the cage for 8 days before she was sold to Sudan. It is the most impressive scene in my life that strongly affects my attitude and fascination towards bondage. Currently I have a few latex and bondage accessories. I used to perform self bondage frequently but now I no longer find it suitable to me. I need real bondage that I cannot free myself at anytime I want, only my mistress knows when I can be set free. In recent years I have been looking for mistress in my area or neighboring countries but it's really virtually impossible to find a real mistress for a long term relationship. I quit my job in December 2011. The reason is that I feel tired of working day and night without knowing what I really need. I have no direction so I want to take a break to think about my future and in the meanwhile, looking for something I am long for. Now, I would like to spend a year or even more. Although I am in Hong Kong, I am willing to relocate to different countries for a real mistress who would like to train me up (and lock me up) as her pet. I know it could be a joke to say anything about this here. However, I think it would be better than to say nothing at all and wait at home. I strongly believe that I am different. At least in my area, it is almost possible for me to devote anything and to give up anything realistic and valuable (e.g. job, family, time) at this moment to relocate just because I want to be a slave and be locked up tightly.
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