shylilbear
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For me, I don't think it ever will have a "turn on" factor for me. Although, considering my relationship with Daddy shatteres a few of my "I don't think I could" statements, it wouldn't surprise me if at some point it did become a turn on. Right now I'm just trying to focus on the symbolism of what he'll be doing so I can-hopefully-be able to be ok with it when it does happen. Believe me, the eeewwww factor is still there, but when I think of it as his way of marking me as his, claiming me.....I don't know how to describe it but it somehow makes it better. quote:
ORIGINAL: jennileigh8182 Hrm...would "curious" or "intrigued by" be better than "partially into?" You know how there are some activities that, even though you've never done them, and even though there might be a weirdness factor that pops up in your mind with them, some part of your brain says, "hmmmmmmmm....?" That's what I meant by partially into. I am not even remotely intrigued by or curious about urine. There is no reaction in any part of my brain except absolute revulsion and utter shame...neither of which are a turn-on for me. Maybe a better example....when reading erotica (or watching porn for the more visual), a story/film may contain some activities we don't normally go for, but if you can go along with it and still stay in the mood, i think you're "partially into" it, or receptive in some way. Ass play is one of those for me....never done it because I've never had a partner that was both trustworthy and dominant enough for it (though the dominant I went out with last weekend is quite excited about the prospect of gently introducing me), but i'm curious. Urine, however....*shudders*...that's grounds for shutting off the porn or closing the story.
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