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SgtSlaughter82 -> Introduction (2/4/2012 3:37:40 PM)
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I met one openly submissive woman in my life, long ago. I was a kid back then, and I felt "wrong" about what we both wanted to do. I had all these ideas in my head about how terrible it would be to force a woman to do anything, even if that is what she wanted. I felt like it would be taking advantage of her "mental illness". I thought I was being a good person by denying us both what we wanted. I worried if I went through with it, I'd cross a line by (*gasp*) being too rough.
Not taking full advantage of that was one of the bigger regrets of my life. I know had I just crossed that line instead of being an idiot, we would have been a great couple.
No other girl like her ever followed. Some were submissive, I'm sure. I felt it, they felt it. but neither of us wanted to say it. It is a hard thing to risk losing a relationship over. It is frustrating to know exactly what you want to do, and know she wants you to do it, but have that 12' high fence in both your minds that you won't climb over. It ruined my relationships, we were always bored only doing what we were "allowed" to do.
More recently I met a girl who claimed to be submissive. What she meant by that, is that she'd dress up in a stupid outfit and we'd play stupid games with stupid toys. A far cry from what I wanted. I'm turned on by real control, and that's what I wanted to try, not gimmicks. I told her this, and she told me of this site.
There is my story. I hope I find what I am looking for.
Now, tell me, I do a search and I see dozens of young women claiming to be submissive and slaves in my area. Are they for real? What percent can I assume actually exist? I ask this because I have tried AFF in the past and discovered the 500+ females in my area turned out to be approx 15 really bitchy women with fake pictures, a few men, a ton of couples where I imagine there actually was no girl in the couple, and hundreds of mostly fake or one-time-sign-on profiles.
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