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WanderingWishes -> Greetings from Ontario (2/18/2012 12:05:20 PM)
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I am horrible with introductions... Always the hardest part...
Anyway I am a submissive from a city called kingston up here in Canada land. The D/s scene is practically dead from what I can find.
I've been looking for someone local to have a meet up with, make friends with and maybe get into some D/s or BDSM or whatever acronyms they have for it.
I'm pretty fresh in real life bondage and such, but I happen to play a game called second life where I serve a Mistress, and also play in a gor RP sim.
I'm planning to move to my Mistress in real life when I can. We've become the greatest of friends, she feels like the only true family I have. We are so close and know basically everything about each other, helped each other through hell and back.
I have permission to seek out someone to do a bit of play with, to see how well I stack up for real life submission. Everyone knows online and real life are different.
But... things have gotten really desperate for me. I've been mulling over providing a web cam service for money, as much as I hate to do that, but I have to find anything I can to be able to eat.
I am a transsexual, still preop. And most of my family and friends have outcasted me for it. I am jobless and homeless right now. Been bunking with a couple old friends from school who are less than supportive at times. I also have my boyfriend with me from the US who is not legally allowed to work... so I have a huge mess.
I'd actually really strongly consider moving in with someone if I could find someone nearby with a room to rent out. But that's not really the issue right now.
I'm not exactly sure what I am trying to say, I'm just nervous right now.
I'd like to meet someone in kingston, make some new friends, get into some play if possible. Maybe even find a new roommate (fellow sub or dom/me, doesn't matter) or even a "vanilla" person who wont berate me for being "a freak" because of my body or mentality.
If someone could point me to some cam sites that take in preop trannies too I guess that would help. I'd like some info on that whole thing if I can find it.
I am really leery of using google to search up that kind of stuff as I am very protective of my computer.
I guess that's enough rambling for now. I guess I'll see what comes of this.
Thanks for the read and I hope I can learn some things here, if nothing else develops.
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