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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/6/2006 5:34:07 AM

fellatrixkris

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Master jokes with me all the time saying all He has to do is plant the seed of thought into my brain, at first i'm like NO WAY....and after teasing me with it, it stirs around in my brain, makes me start to wonder then crave it...plus the knowing how bad He wishes it makes it that much more desirable to me. He makes me wait till i beg for the thing that a few months back i detested and only then does He give in....tricky little sucker He is! I love it, but wonder after about a yr how much more twisted i am, whats going to happen over a 20 year time period

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/6/2006 5:49:03 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: fellatrixkris

Master jokes with me all the time saying all He has to do is plant the seed of thought into my brain, at first i'm like NO WAY....and after teasing me with it, it stirs around in my brain, makes me start to wonder then crave it...plus the knowing how bad He wishes it makes it that much more desirable to me. He makes me wait till i beg for the thing that a few months back i detested and only then does He give in....tricky little sucker He is! I love it, but wonder after about a yr how much more twisted i am, whats going to happen over a 20 year time period

This is exactly what happens with me. It makes it all the more humiliating that I have to beg for it.
And all the more delicious.

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/6/2006 5:54:46 AM

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Truly when i first began in the lifestyle it was odd how many things were revolting to me. I may have seen them as limits, but Master definitely didn't. i promised Him right from the start that i would try anything twice, and if i still didn't like it, i could tell Him and He'd decide whether He cared or not..lol. there weren't many things we talked about in that arena....lol

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/6/2006 6:12:39 AM

LL1aintbehavin

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Aileen.
i so agree with your statement that what was unthinkable a year ago is desired now. i think that it is our minds that have to be opened up to the possibilities that some things can be fun, even if they do not appeal to us. Just as the small child sees something new on their plate and they don't like the look of it, they turn away and don't want to try it in case it tastes bad.
silly comparasin, but to me, a few things i had originally stated as hard limits, and were accepted as such, by talking and yes, planting the seed in my brain, i ended up excited by the thoughts of and ended up begging for. needless to say they are no longer hard limits.
with a partner that you can truly trust, expanding your horizons and doing things that before had either frightened you or disgusted you is a wonderful experience.
i am now open to discussing and possibly trying many things i had once said "never" to. i guess the saying "never say never" truly applies.
its not the destination that i'm concerned with, as the journey is so amazing.
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