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WyldAngelOnly4U -> Newbie Sub - Please read other newbies (5/13/2012 1:17:07 PM)
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I haven't found a thread where I could post this so....
After doing some research and self discovery, I recently posted a profile to CollarMe.com. I found the "vanilla" world of dating left me feeling a bit empty emotionally and unsatisfied. I was looking for more depth and passion. I was bombarded with responses right away and so flattered on this site.
After reading through a few of the initial posts one in particular stuck out to me and we began messaging each other. I'm a Submissive and he is a Dominant. I think because I am mature I knew more of what I was looking for. Never did I dream it would be so mind blowing.
How could I have been missing out on this for so long??? All the misconceptions and stereotypes I think kept me from ever educating myself about the lifestyle. I had been married for most of my adult life and had led a sheltered existence. Once I did divorce, as I stated, dating was just a rinse repeat of the same types of men. Plain old vanilla.
Basically I am just so thankful to have found a safe place like ColarMe where I can grow as a person with people who are nonjudgmental and informative. The Dominant I've met is just such an incredible human being and everything is so natural and intense and AMAZING! I don't feel now as if I was somehow searching for an impossible fantasy because it is more than I ever imagined already.
The thing about a Dominant, as you know and I'm discovering, is that they can stimulate your mind in ways that are utterly phenomenal. The mere sound of his voice has power over me because he is so confident, intelligent, sane, direct, giving, imaginative and sexual. He is so attentive and careful and respectful with me and honors me with his restraint as he guides me into his world and shares himself.
Better than any romance novel, better than any movie, better than any vanilla dreams I had previously.... Thank You!!!
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