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blkbronco -> surrender - my introduction from the Bay Area (5/14/2012 10:45:31 AM)
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hello world - it's good to finally acknowledge one another.
yes, we've played with one another before. you - popping your head in from time to time in friendships and romantic flings - a glimpse of that sensation i've craved. a tease of that discipline i've always wished for - my heart - its been yours and yet - you come and go like azazel
and i've let you - scared - still holding on to this need to control the experience - the insistence of choosing exactly who what and when i'd find myself submissive to. and so i feel you came in many forms at many times with many stimulants and i withdrew every time.
well i am finally ready for you. i surrender. to the ability of a greater me open to experiencing a greater form in this life. take me - or not - for i am always yours anyway. a submissive. eager willing and with purpose for facilitating your greater ease.
you've always been she to me, and always will. so you my Queen - may do with what you please.
countless conversations where i've been faulted for not saying how i feel, for not - stating what i want - for not saying exactly when i want it. all that is because you, my Queen, hold the keys. use this body - this vessel - this flesh - this devotion - this mind - this energy - this life - for that which will make us both greater. i have come to know my worth - my faith confirms you , she, the Queen has done the work to offer just as much.
it is only a matter of time, yet together i know we will conquer, my Queen.
i'm yours already. take me..
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