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Hello! My Intro. - 10/30/2004 10:45:06 AM

UrMasterMark

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Hello Everyone! I'm a new member here and wanted to introduce myself. My name is Mark and I'm a sadistic Dom/Master. I live in Colorado and have been active in the lifestyle for over 5 years. I live with my Partner in Life, kat, a submissive. I am an intersex male born without penis or balls. I'm finally moving towards full masculine appearance by taking Testosterone shots and will have male reconstructive surgery on my chest when I can raise the funds to do so. I'm 55 years old and am retired. I enjoy fly fishing and fly tying, our pets, our friends, our kink community parties, and our spiritual network. I'm an avid reader and a very intense individual. Above all I am honest and a communicator. When I play, I always play safe, sane and concensually. If you are our slave you will be given a safe word and the freedom and responsibility to use it. Both respect and trust are earned. We laugh a lot in our household and feel that life is a gift that is given to be cherished and celebrated in all it's diversity and possibilities. My current favorite movie is: What the Bleep Do We Know. Hope to get to know many of you in the future.

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RE: Hello! My Intro. - 10/30/2004 4:21:51 PM

theroebabe

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Hi Mark and welcome to the forums at CM!

Wow great intro, i do have a somewhat personal question for you if you do not mind. Intersex male what is that besides the missing parts? you mention you are getting surgery to get them and chest work as well. So does that mean you have breasts?

How was this for you growing up? i cant imagine a child in that predicament. If this is too personal onlist please email me privately and i will remove the questions from the forums.

We are an interesting group here and i am sure you will enjoy it as much as the rest of us.

So jump on in the water is fine!

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RE: Hello! My Intro. - 11/1/2004 11:18:38 AM

UrMasterMark

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Hi Roe: Being born intersex means that you are born between male and female. I was born with a male brain and a female body. I have severe gynomastia (man tits) and will have them removed. I have a very small dick for a man, or a very large clit for a woman. I was not born without any balls, but had very dysfunctional ovaries which were removed when I was 29. The other term that is used sometimes for men in my condition is tranmale. It took me till I was 54, just last year, to finally come to terms with being a male living in a female appearing body. I'm now taking Testosterone shots and am living full time as a male--actually have for many years, just not consciously to the outside world. That means that I always dressed in male clothing and had a very male perspective on the world, related as a male, etc....but thot I was a butch lesbian rather than a male. Through excellent therapy, some deep soul searching, lots of education on the subject, and a very loving, supportive and safe relationship I finally was able to be honest with myself and others about my real life and who I am. I'm not ashamed of my past life in the estrogen zone, neither am I ashamed of myself as an intersexed person, nor as a male who has some physical deformaties that will be fixed with plastic surgery. It was very difficult growing up and being conditioned as a female in the 50's, all the while knowing and feeling myself to be male. But I'm not looking back now, I'm looking forward to living a full and happy life. I am so thankful and grateful to be alive, reallly for the first time in my 55 years! Now, I'm ready to celebrate living, as I think we all were created to do...some of us just take longer to get to that realization.

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RE: Hello! My Intro. - 11/1/2004 12:19:40 PM

proudsub

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Hi Mark.
You certainly seem to have a good attitude about such a difficult problem. I am curious if a chromosone test shows you as male or female? I know very little about this. Welcome to the forums.

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RE: Hello! My Intro. - 11/1/2004 3:51:27 PM

theroebabe

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Hi and thanks for the medical lesson, and thank you for sharing this very personal information.

Well i agree with Proud that you have a great attitude. And just think you have seen both sides in some ways as far as from a male and female perspective. That must have had some benefit to you?

I am glad you have found your way and are happy with the path, may it always be so bright!

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