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slv4tpeownership -> RE: Disappearing Dominant (7/9/2012 1:20:39 PM)
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OMG have i ever. i have been involved in a very committed way and have been trained first as a sub then into a true slave that i am . i am very proud of who i am . i have been collared 5 times. In my mind the only way once collared that i can walk away is if a taboo is broken, the trust is broken or i am dismissed. i have never been dismissed!!!! However the trust, a taboo or a combination of both has been broken and i walked.
Now to your question. i live in a small town in Nevada and i contacted a man on fetlife that was rocking my world. From the minute we met it was meant to be. my family knows of my lifestyle preference and while they do not understand it nor do they want details they have seen how happy i am when i am collared. The first time he and i met he said he only had 1 or 2 hours at the most to meet because he had a prior engagement in Vegas. 9 hours later we were still talking. He was as enamored with me as i was him. For the next several months he began to really rock my world and according to him i was rocking his even more. He told me over and over how he had never met someone with a true level of commitment to the lifestyle and her potential Owner.
Things were going unbelievable and he was even talking about starting to make my house payment as he had fully moved into my home. He had become as big a part of my life as anyone ever had. He was making all kinds of promises to my family and even my mother and father. my nephews and my sister. You get the idea.
Then one day he had a appt. at court about a issue that i was very familiar with and i had helped him prepare for. i knew he was in the tail end of a divorce but we had been virtually inseparable since the day we met. There was no chance of a reconciliation and that is why i was getting invested the way i was. Everything was fine when he left in the morning and when he came home in the afternoon he said he was going to have to stay at his house for a bit so he would be taking some of his things for a while. i am the slave, i am obidiant, i did as i was told and waited in the living room while he collected what i thought was his toiletries and some clothes. When he finished he summoned me. i came to him and he said he would be going and we would go out to dinner that night but he needed some time to himself. i had been to his house which was not nearly as nice as mine that is why he said we would live at mine. He had no problem moving into my house as i asked him and it was his choice. i said if he wanted to live at his house i would follow wherever he went.
Once the fateful afternoon was done and he had left. i called him to see about what time he was going to pic me up for dinner. No answer, i texted him, no answer. finally around 7 o'clock he texted me and said we would not be going to dinner. After that he actually hid from me like a little coward. i called, i texted him, i begged to know what is going on. He just hid in his house again like a little coward. i went to his house to return some other things he had left. i saw him for just a second one time and he grabbed what i had brought, said thanks and closed the door. The other times i went by his truck was there (the only vehicle he has) and i could tell he was home but he hid in his house and would not talk to me or answer the door like a little coward. He has never spoken to me since like a little coward and even when he see me in town he hides from me like a little child coward.
i still have no idea what happened because he is a little coward. i can not believe i fell for his line and his lies. If anyone ever gets on fet life and lives in Nevada, sees a profile by a guy in pahrump, who talks about morals, ethics, his honesty, and being a mason because it is the only place he can find men of his caliber. BEWARE OF HIM, i will not give his username because i do not want to get into a pissing contest should he see this. But if you read the profiles you will know who i am speaking of. i have now found out that he has pulled the same nonsense with other women in the area. SO BE CAREFUL.
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