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Fear Poem - 7/9/2012 1:14:05 PM   
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I heard this today on NPR and thought I would share it. It is beautiful and for me, had meaning and significance. Hope you enjoy it too:


Fear Poem
By: Joy Harjo

I release you, my beautiful and terrible
fear. I release you. You were my beloved
and hated twin, but now, I don't know you
as myself. I release you with all the
pain I would know at the death of
my children.

You are not my blood anymore.

I give you back to the white soldiers
who burned down my home, beheaded my children,
raped and sodomized my brothers and sisters.
I give you back to those who stole the
food from our plates when we were starving.

I release you, fear, because you hold
these scenes in front of me and I was born
with eyes that can never close.

I release you
I release you
I release you
I release you

I am not afraid to be angry.
I am not afraid to rejoice.
I am not afraid to be black.
I am not afraid to be white.
I am not afraid to be hungry.
I am not afraid to be full.
I am not afraid to be hated.
I am not afraid to be loved,

to be loved, to be loved, fear.

Oh, you have choked me, but I gave you the leash.
You have gutted me but I gave you the knife.
You have devoured me, but I laid myself across the fire.

I take myself back, fear.
You are not my shadow any longer.
I won't take you in my hands.
You can't live in my eye, my ears, my voice
my belly, or in my heart my heart
my heart my heart
But come here, fear
I am alive and you are so afraid
of dying.


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RE: Fear Poem - 7/9/2012 1:32:17 PM   
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/sniff/

That was great - thanks for sharing!

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RE: Fear Poem - 7/9/2012 1:49:42 PM   
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Very powerful

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RE: Fear Poem - 7/9/2012 2:53:20 PM   
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Joy Harjo is a very gifted poet.
Thanks for posting this poem.
It's beautiful.

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RE: Fear Poem - 7/9/2012 3:07:23 PM   
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Thank you for sharing that poem OP-- it really spoke to me and fits with personal things I am going through currently.

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