yourdarkdesire -> RE: How many people are under the Mods thumb? (9/6/2012 11:26:25 PM)
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LOL! Nasty man scaring our precious Allie like that! One of the things that keeps me coming back here, is that it allows me to explore parts of my mind I wouldn't normally approach. I came to BDSM late, after I turned forty. Working for many years in the operating room and liver transplant unit as an RN, and then having children, I was always the one in charge. Part of what draws to submission is the desire to just go of everythin g. Tired of being the one to make the decisions all the time. Let someone else do it. As I became more comfortable, the virtual play allowed me the opportunity to take back control temporarily, by switching. In six years, I have only met one Dom face to face from here. He gave me my first taste of the physical. I met him again, one year later. I have not seen him since, although we talk frequently and have become good friends. Will I see him again? Yes. Will I play with him again? I don't know. I have a stable home life I don't want to jeopardize. So my submissiveness is more mental than anything, I guess. If I had the opportunity, would I switch in real life? Probably not. But as I discussed with Allie last night, I could certainly have fun domming her to get her to submit to a certain unnamed person! Not that there is a hope in hell THAT fantasy will ever come true! BTW, Cryptic's gift expires in 23 hours......
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