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Exploring my desires - 11/1/2012 6:37:39 AM

Rubbernoob

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I am finally exploring my submissive desires thanks to online communities like this one. I am a rubber/leather submissive looking to meet friends and or people in general who share the same love for bondage, submission, rubber, leather and learning to serve a Dominant to their satisfaction.

I am in my late 20's married to an absolutely beautiful and loving woman. Over the last couple of years we have realized that we are in the different places sexually. She has a very vanilla outlook on sex. My outlook on the sexual world is very much the opposite. I tried to introduce her into the wonderful of BDSM but it was overwhelming for her, which I completely understand. Everything the general public taught us about sex growing up didn't mention anything about rope, domination, submission, tight rubber and bondage. We have talked about exploring the idea of me submitting to her as a sub/slave full time. She is working up to being comfortable with this scenario. For me, my goal is to learn and be trained in serving a Dom for when she is ready to take me for her self as slave. I want to learn obedience, loyalty, service, proper slave educate and train my self to have a higher pain tolerance while receiving punishment and praise. I want to make her feel like a beautiful, sexy, powerful woman, but I won't lie. I want to feel the lingering sting of her finger tips smacking my bare ass cheek while praising me for being a good slave!:)

Highness Claire is who I answer to now. I want to satisfy her while she trains me to be a proud sub/slave. If you have any questions shoot me a message!

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RE: Exploring my desires - 11/1/2012 8:40:46 AM

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It's great that you are your wife have a goal and are working towards it. Welcome to Collarme!!!!

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RE: Exploring my desires - 11/1/2012 11:22:06 AM

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Thanks. Yeah she really is awesome. I love her so much and honestly I drool at the thought of kneeling before her, handing over complete control and power to her living my days out as her servant/pet. :)

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RE: Exploring my desires - 11/1/2012 3:34:06 PM

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Not saying that you don't do these things, already, but, I suggest you start here:

Clean the house, cook dinner, and do the dishes, every day. Pay the bills on time, do the laundry well and often and don't spend much-needed funds on frivolous crap that tap out your and your wife's finances. When you're feeling "snuggly," give her what she wants. Give up feeling entitled to explore your "submission" outside of your marriage.

If you are really submissive, and not "submissive," then you will submit to the will of YOUR WIFE. If you make her life really, really easy and prove that you care about life as a couple; when you contribute entirely your fair share, and then some, she may warm up to the idea of you "submitting" to her.

Oh, and welcome to the boards!

< Message edited by QueenRah -- 11/1/2012 4:16:00 PM >

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