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castedaway -> Sub Boy who wish to be Sub girl (11/10/2012 8:19:39 AM)
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Hi,
I am new submissive boy/guy that has desire to belong someone. But beyond that I have desire not to be boy. Actually I had this urge since I was little boy, and always liked girly shiny things and their habits. But life can sometimes be unpredictable so whole life I was living as a boy. Doesn't really matter, because urge is still there and things can be always learned and changed. I started dressing as CD in high school and still sometimes do it, but not all time.
Also, I am submissive. Always have been, and not really dominant toward girls the man supposed to be, although I like both sexes, but i get aroused more by big men's tool.
I made profile here to find someone who can accompany me through that. But since I am submissive I only search for dominant persons, but not too dominant. And here it could be problem to find such, because everybody is searching for extreme slavery. I am not into 100% possesion without contact from outside world or such. Just want to live normal life while doing the transformation. I am creative person so I know that I wouldn't withstand 100% slavary as in dungeon or such.
And by normal I mean, do everyday duties like jobs and interests. I don't think that exclude my submissivness, because to right person I will be loyal 100%, and probably much more that. A lover, a pet, a sex toy, a object, a loyal companion, and everything i need to be that isn't extreme slavery. Ideally would be someone who is situated for such process, men or women, or both, dominant with job and responsabilities, intelligent and someone you can talk to, with realistic view on world.
In my profile I stated that I want to look like bimbo at the end. I don't want to be dumb bimbo that has nothing to do in her life, and everybody who says they want such person is just here for illusions. I want to be bimbo by looks, with big boobs (at least DD), with full lips, low waist, dressing sexy and everything that goes with it. Because, really, who wouldn't look like the best barbie doll in the world? I wouldn't actually accept less than that, and i am willing to go through extensive surgeries for that desires. I know they cost, but that is why I need someone that is situated, and I also want to work myself since I have collage degree.
I could accept variations on some things, like more of dominance, or that I don't work for some reason, but not the important things. And i wouldn't be on this website if I dont like BDSM, latex, being pet, humilation and other.
That in short (or long :D ) is me
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