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ponyboy2009 -> Hiiiiiii there, here i am (2/8/2013 10:42:06 AM)
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Hello everybody. Haiiiii there… . I am new to this site. I am a mixed euroasian who is currently living in Johor bahru Malaysia as a student. I have had fetishes since I can remember maybe as back as I was 13 years old. I always had a thing for women’s high heels and long red toenails and fingernails and always wanted to suck on them and kiss them and still I do to this very day. Later I became interested in pony play and dog play and other fetishes but none NEVER happened to me. It was until 5 years ago that I realized it is called fetish and I am not alone in this. I have had several girl friends but mostly freaked out when I talked about my fetishes making me more uncomfortable revealing my fetishes. Even one of my girl friends who loved me very much agreed to do what I wanted but I could feel and see in her pretty eyes she was not happy about it and did not enjoy it so I had to stop it all as I want my partner to enjoy that too and I’m not a selfish or cruel person. I do not enjoy sex anymore and instead of studies I spend a lot of time searching the internet.
So long story short, here I am… lost and confused not knowing what to do, what I am, and where I am going to end up in life. Even I don’t know if I am a sub or a dom yet. Hope I can meet somebody to explore this mysterious desire together. Wish me luck.
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