tendergirl -> RE: subs and mirrors...? imagery vs. visionry (6/25/2006 5:13:38 AM)
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A really good Dom spent some time with me last week. He roped me and made me look at myself. I hated it. I am overweight and had had some really upsetting things said to me about it, He wanted me to feel beautiful. But no matter how much I looked, I could not see it. I hated looking. He also put in a spider gag and opened my mouth as I have been so frightened of them, I suppose it was to make me familiar with things. But when I looked into the mirror, my own image actually frightened me. The whole thing made me realise that I have some pretty engrained body issues and imagery issues. If He is reading this, thanks my learned angel, it really helped. Weird or what. love from tendergirl
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