Calandra -> RE: I don't know what I should do now... (6/25/2006 6:59:42 PM)
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Calandra, (catching my breath) I would have never imagined you to be anyone who was dishonest, or misleading, or misrepresenting, or twisting the facts; but you proved my perception definately wrong. Problem is, you don't have any direct facts of any of this situation, so shut up already. Enticing with offers to meet for lunch, come now, that was not believable either. You give yourself and your motivation away, Ma'am. abl, To be honest coming from you this post is a compliment. I was taught at an early age that when someone who is undesireable, dishonest, and selfish becomes offensive towards you that it's a protection and a compliment. I am truly glad that my instincts caused me to withold judgement on everything you said until you/and my Dominant Sisters had the chance to reveal the truth about you. If you will remember my words on the phone, I said "I will give you the chance to prove yourself" - nothing more... Lo and behold, you have proved yourself far better with this post than anyone else. Did you notice that Morgynn was kind towards you in every post? That even though she may be stung by your thread, confused by things you've said that don't seem to mesh with reality, she owned up to Her mistakes and was willing to take any negative comments. She wasn't acting like a victim, she was willing to LEARN from her mistakes. Are you willing to do the same? Apparently not. Has it escaped your notice that many Dommes on here have talked with you either online or on the phone and have the same observations? They all hear you saying that you want to serve, yet you buck them at every turn? They all hear you using simpering language and false praise, but when they notice, you feel that it's okay to post horrid comments designed to invalidate them. ~sigh~ Are we ALL wrong about you? Are we all insecure, money grubbing, opportunists who only want to criticise you to make our paltrey existences seem valid? Is that what you honestly think? I'm sorry you feel that way, because if you're right, then your future looks very bleak indeed. If, on the other hand, you're wrong?.... Well that means that you won't learn from this, and you'll continue to make mistake after mistake, hurting yourself, and any of my Dominant Sisters who cross your path... I don't see a win-win here... If you will take one thing from your brief relationship with me, I hope it's this: YOU reveal who you are more effectively than any one else possibly could. With that in mind, looking at your post addressed to me, I've decided that I want no more contact with you, ever. I do hope that you find happiness, however.
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