alphaboy4trainer
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Figured I'd participate in the social aspect of this site. I'm not new to the site but I am new to my insight into my own desires, needs, capabilities and limits. I'm in my 8th month of sobriety, and it still amazes me how stabillity makes its way into my psyche on its own as long as I'm not constantly getting effed up. I'm a borderline personality (I eschew the word "disorder"), and so my emotional state will always be a bit exaggerated, but I'm discovering that I can handle my emotions much more easily now. Another key trait of borderline is a sense of lacking identity, and I have found that I am consistently able to keep in touch with my own center and sense of self. Who'd a thunk it?
I'm not naturally submissive or subservient, but I know that there is a natural kind of "wife instinct" that comes out when I am with a Man who owns himself and respects my right to own myself. I like that sentence so much, I think I'm going to add it into my profile. Hah! I think it may be difficult to find a Man who is not threatened by an Alpha Boy, but I know they are out there. I think, for me, the D/s dynamic is about yang/yin.
Anway, Howdy y'all!
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